Urban Poly Princess

I am hoping I can walk normally by then. I am grateful it improves a little bit each day. This is to work at BYU's Salt Lake Center Testing Center. It is part time which is why I wanted to apply for it in the first place ALSO because it is within walking distance if I can just walk normally again. It is perfect for my real estate plan which is why I hope this goes somewhere.

My mother isn't feeling well which sucks because I need a few things from the store. Costco has those automated wheelchair shopping carts. Maybe. We'll just have to see. I had to take a credit counseling class online for my bankruptcy. My attorney originally said the filing fee would be 335 but now he just told me it's for $100. I can do that now. I thought I'd have to wait another week.

Time to email him about that.

Eating crap - leftover deep-dish pizza I bought last night from Little Ceasar's when I dropped my mother off to get her Stake recommend interview. I can walk now, it's actually easier without the crutches around the house. It still isn't 100 % and I still can't walk normally without a limp. It's interesting how just a day makes improvement, marked although incremental improvement which I am grateful for. I feel like I shouldn't waste this stuff even though it's bad for me.

I applied for 2 online teaching jobs one with Stevens-Henager. Unfortunately the Dean told me he has enough English and writing instructors. He told me if I had 18 college math credits I could teach basic math. Thank you AP Calculus - I never had to take college match because of this. There is a part time writing/editing job that only pays $10/hr BUT it is flexible enough to make this worth it to me because I'm finally thinking like someone who plans to do real estate full time.

I don't like being locked into a schedule and I certainly don't like being told what to do. I don't mind working for someone else part time BUUUT only just to get started in Real Estate. I don't expect to stay with a part time job more than 3 months. By then I want to be a working real estate agent WITH an accompanying salary I am comfortable with. That is probably why I'm not getting a job despite my repeated attempts, all of which are driving me crazy BUUUT I will play the game until my unemployment runs out after which I'm going to apply with a temp agency which should give me a job right away. I will work there and save enough money to start this thing. In the mean time I need to concentrate on applying to teach with Stevens-Henager College because that will give me the gas money I need AND allow me the time I want to devote to real estate.

I've always wanted this but my half-hearted attempts haven't reaped the results I want probably because they are half-hearted attempts. Despite repeated attempts to get a library job at a public library here in Salt Lake City I am not even getting an interview.

I loved that FHE speaker we had at the beginning of the year. He reminded me of how everything is ultimately up to us and if we do not have what we want now we have no one but ourselves to blame. I have always had to fight for anything I've enjoyed in my life. This is no different and I have to remember that all the time. Our relief society presidency was just changed completely yesterday.

SUCKS!!! I just wanted to get out of there and now my leg is bugging me a little. Too much time sitting there without elevating it. AND I'm hungry now and I definitely don't want to eat salad.

I have to take my mother to get her temple recommend and I'm going to stop somewhere first to get something to eat. I've eaten A LOT of chocolate powdered almonds which are delicious BUUUT I need some real food. After church I'm ravenous.

23 And it came to pass that peace and the love of God was restored again among the people; and they searched the scriptures, and hearkened no more to the words of this wicked man.

I am still sticking to my Nutritarian style of eating but then I did eat Chinese yesterday since I was with Lulu who only came back to Utah for her mother's funeral.

I have leftovers and I'm still going to eat them just with a lot of fruit and vegetables. I don't think small indiscretions will hurt as long as they are done maybe once a week and not every day. 

Tomorrow I go to church after missing 2 weeks. I will go with my crutches which sucks but hopefully won't be for much longer. Belinda had surgery lately so I know she is busy recovering.  

12 O be wise; what can I say more?

I wish this leg would hurry the hell up and heal. I want to workout again. I am going to just work out my arms tomorrow with weights. 

Now I want a different pair of crutches which means my mother is going to have to help me with that.

I need to call my attorney and pay him $500 for my bankruptcy change. There is also a $335 filing fee.