Wednesday

I forced myself to go to bed at midnight last night. This morning a had this feeling my friend is scared... DUUUH... I'm scared too. I am supposed to get married right away. That was emphasized AGAIN. It'll be alright. Right before he left I was trying to do my part and it was so obvious to me what should be happening. I couldn't do anything because he left. It is so easy for me to be snarky, sarcastic and mean. He doesn't need that right now. No one needs that ever. Why am I so good at that?

Ether 10
28 And never could be a people more blessed than were they, and more prospered by the hand of the Lord. And they were in a land that was choice above all lands, for the Lord had spoken it.
30 And it came to pass that Hearthom reigned in the stead of his father. And when Hearthom had reigned twenty and four years, behold, the kingdom was taken away from him. And he served many years in ^acaptivity, yea, even all the remainder of his days.

These 2 verses show just how fleeting anything was then. There were great prosperous righteous moments interspersed with wicked awful times. While I think I would hate to live in such a time verse 28 specifically states how there never could be a people more blessed than they were. 

Personal Peace: The Reward of Righteousness

“My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment;

“And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high.”¹⁹

I should be listening/watching a webinar now but my computer won't allow me to do that and Dale isn't here yet. VERY ANNOYING!!! BUT whatever. The sisters asked me if I could take them somewhere today at 3:30pm. I figured I'll take a laaate lunch then.