January 3rd

I was thinking about the position at the University of Utah for a Diversity Library Resident. How can this position NOT be tailor-made for me? I could finally finish my 2nd bachelor degree in broadcast journalism WITH 1/2 off tuition. Plus I could get a Master degree in Art History, something I've always been interested in. Regardless, I am still more interested in public librarianship BUUUT no one seems to want to give me a chance and I am sick of trying. The residence pays 53,000 a year which is alright supplemented with real estate. It is a 2-year commitment I want because it won't be out of Salt Lake City. It will also provide me with the skills to be employed at ANY University Library ANYWHERE. 

Since I keep thinking about it I'll apply tomorrow so it'll count for one of the 4 jobs I need to apply for per week. It doesn't begin until July so I'll have time to develop real estate. YES I still want to do that and well. This is just the latest position I'm applying for. I think something popped on my background check or UTA would've hired me. 

1 Nephi 3

 31 And after the angel had departed, Laman and Lemuel again began to murmur, saying: How is it possible that the Lord will deliver Laban into our hands? Behold, he is a mighty man, and he can command fifty, yea, even he can slay fifty; then why not us?

In this chapter Laman, Lemuel, Nephi and Sam try to get the plates. They first ask, then although not detailed here yet, they take their precious items from their home they left to exchange with Laban for the plates. Finally Nephi has to kill Laban to get the plates. They have to struggle and keep trying. Why do I think it should be easy for me?