Urban Poly Princess

WOW!!! I looked up David's LinkedIn profile to see if he was still graduating this year. I think he is. Sooo with him on my mind I had a weird dream last night. We were both at the same training in Utah. I talked to him and he told me he was living and working in Colorado. He also told me he had left the church. His best feature is his testimony. I've been worried about that all day. Instead of going to FHE first I am at Harmon's right now. I wrote him a long message on Facebook asking him to please consider the choices he makes. I don't think anything's wrong with working in Colorado or anywhere. I don't think for a second you have to live in Utah to maintain your testimony. I do believe I was given that dream for a reason however.

AFTER writing my message I just tried to send it and it said he's not receiving messages from me. I wished him a happy birthday in October. I can't believe him.

I am such an idiot to even try. What the hell. One day I hope my dream never comes true. Even if he is a jerk he has always had a firm testimony. I don't want anyone to ever lose their blessings. I always thought he lost them long ago in Logan when I first interacted with him. Now I think his fall to hell is complete.