Urban Poly Princess

So I will work full time in medical billing instead AND I begin Monday. I completely need a job which is why I'm taking it BUUUT yeah AGAIN I didn't get a master degree in library science AND an MBA to learn something completely different making much less than I want to make BUUUT I guess I need to take the approach that it is an opportunity to learn a new skill AND the chance to pay for my real estate fees faster. I'm sitting here crying. I DON'T want to work in something that isn't my area but I will go ahead and do that since I don't seem to have a damn choice. I am grateful to Prince Perelson for giving me the extra push I needed to do this although it really ticks me off too.

I didn't think it was possible to be simultaneously grateful and sad at the same time but that is how I feel right now. I don't know why this is happening. I need money so I know I should be grateful BUUUT it is just really tough. I'm glad it begins Monday morning. Jon our FHE chairperson just called to ask me if I would share my conversion story with our FHE people. I'm going to enjoy that. I made sure I told him I was raised in the church. I can prepare myself by Monday. I want to be engaging so I need to plan that out.

By accepting full time work I feel like I'm giving up on my librarian career BUUUT I also feel like I had to do this too. I don't have money AND I need money so I HAAAD to go ahead and do this. I also need to reschedule my shift at the temple. I REALLY didn't want to work Saturday morning but I think that might be my only option AND I've done it before in Logan, I can certainly do it again. I'm not going to give up being an ordinance worker now when I've just started with Salt Lake. I'm not sure how long I'll do it but I love it. I'm sure I'll love working in Medical Billing. The pay just sucks bigtime. 13 an hour is a pay cut from even what I was making at Stevens-Henager College which was nowhere near what a librarian with over 7 years of professional experience should be making. I need to start Real Estate asap. I can't work very long doing something making only $13 an hour.