Urban Poly Princess

When I got my $3500 car bill in June I thought life would B good at the end of the summer BUT all the bills I found creative ways to avoid need to B paid-oh yeah, I still need to pay gas, food, phone bills, direct tv, and of course the internet. Sooo I am NOT at the end of counting every damn penny, watching where I go because I still need gas to go to work. Every payday I've been doing this weird balancing act that leaves me in this constant precarious edge-of-the-cliff state.

I try not to let this consume my thoughts but it is difficult. I'm just trying to strengthen ALL areas of my life and not let this take it over. I need to B more anxiously engaged and quit thinking only of myself. I need help. I know where to get it I know what to ask. I'm really good at avoiding things I should deal with. My financial difficulties provide me with a convenient excuse to avoid situations and people.

It's time for me to focus on leaving my comfort zone and jump into the deep end. Apathy is merely avoidance.