Friday, January 22, 2010

New Beginnings

This car business has completely overwhelmed me this week and last BUT my life is SOOO NOT about this. There R amazing opportunities and I REFUSE to let this setback paralyze me anymore. I'm sick of crying and stressing out over something I can't control. If I do EVERYTHING I can to progress as I should I just have to let go and allow my father in heaven to make up the rest. THE very basic principle of the gospel of Jesus Christ is that he will make up for our short-comings. The world never has been fair. I know that. I just wish that made this easy. It doesn't.

I'm so grateful for the scriptures, for the temple, for the leaders I've been blessed with. My father in heaven loves me very much. My car may B totaled but I didn't suffer anything physical. My mental anguish however has been hell on earth.

It may not seem like I'm letting this go but I am. This is why I dubbed this my blogging therapy. I love writing. It sharpens my focus and allows me to realize the REAL impact. It helps me grow. Exertion is required. The eternal law of the harvest persists. No pain, no gain. We reap what we sow. What is this experience supposed to teach me? One thing is certain. NEVER is this EVER going to happen to me again. I will B overly cautious and record witnesses names and telephone numbers. I will NEVER be in this position again. The officer's reassurances about NOT needing the witnesses turned out to B crap. I could tell him that but he NEVER answered his damn phone. His sergeant did the exact same thing. I wasn't doing anything wrong. Why did they all treat me like this???

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