Urban Poly Princess

We're doing secret Santa at work. I don't know who I have and I got the envelope-WITHOUT a name inside. Despite that I got a beautiful green bottle of sparkling grape juice that looks like a champagne bottle. It is slippery outside and full of snow. My hands are full and while I don't slip on the snow I drop my bottle on the side of my car which cracks and makes a mess. I leave and I want to cry but I don't YET. I still feel like crying now. I asked my assistant what she did for lunch before I came and she just never took a lunch. YEAH NOOO!!!

My corporate boss emailed me a librarian opening at BYU-yeah good BUT how the hell am I going to take that job AND owe Stevens-Henager College 27,000 for my MBA which has YET TO BE CONFERRED. Are they trying to let go of me now since accreditation is done? At the end of December we should be non-profit. AWESOME but still not public. If we were public and or a state school my work would ALSO chip away at my school loans. I think I have about 40,000 and that was just from library school. I never had a loan for my undergraduate school. The Dean didn't email me OR my capstone coach. I know my director doesn't like that she has to pay people to cover my lunch hour.

FHE is on right now. I wanted to go. I'm just NOT feeling very cheerful. I know it's what my father in heaven would have me do. Maybe it'll make me feel better. I'm going late and I'm going to try to formulate a plan for how to deal with Sharla.

FHE was alright I talked to Gina about my prom/wedding dress fashion show idea. It would be a good fit. That's right I have to make that paper!!!