Urban Poly Princess

I REALLY miss the INTERNET!!! I think I determined Xfinity is the best but when I called them they won't let me have a separate account and my mother won't let me have it UNTIL I'm gainfully employed. I guess that makes sense but I have unemployment so it shouldn't be a problem. I may have to move up my orthodontist appointment because I have a little over 50.00 left thanks to unexpected house guests before I left Logan. Not totally, I didn't have to eat out as much as I have. I was just so deprived living in the Dairyland.

It is so tough right now. I don't want to work for academia and ALL the normal jobs seem to be there now. I want a part time position but I'm not sure what I should do but then I need A LOT more money now just to begin real estate which I had planned to pay with my last 2 checks. So much for that bright idea. My mother keeps reminding me of how lucky I am not to have any expenses BUUUT it SUCKS NOT HAVING MONEY. I want a public librarian job BUUUT should I get something else until then? What? Do I get a job I'm just going to quit when I get my librarian job? Should I get an academic librarian job then leave when a public position comes up?

ANY librarian job will pay me more than something else. Why isn't it just crystal clear? This is so hard trying to figure out what to do. I signed up for the ward sealings Wednesday night. Julie signed up too. I'm definitely going to take it to the Lord.

2 Nephi 3
24 And there shall rise up one mighty among them, who shall do much good, both in word and in deed, being an instrument in the hands of God, with exceeding faith, to work mighty wonders, and do that thing which is great in the sight of God, unto the bringing to pass much restoration unto the house of Israel, and unto the seed of thy brethren.

A beautiful scripture about Joseph Smith. I want that to be said about me.