Urban Poly Princess

How grateful I am to have my online life back again. I just looked up David Neal on LinkedIn and I didn't feel anything. That is sooo great!!! Curtis completely fulfilled his purpose in my life which was to get me off my psycho-trains of thought. Of course it would've been better if I didn't look at all BUT at least I quit seeing things after Curtis moved into my thoughts and the best part is I don't know Curtis very well and while I wish him the best I will be happy for him whatever happens or not because I haven't fallen for him because we had a NORMAL friendship that is only as developed as the time we spent together which wasn't very much.

David from the beginning was this freaky connection even with the many things I don't like about him. I feel sane again and the world makes sense again. If I actually saw him that might go away and I am more than happy not to test that theory.

Having Julie and Renee in my ward and seeing them today made me wonder what he was doing. Even if he wanted to be my friend however that is never happening and I have always had more friends than I wanted.

I can't wait to explore these Mid Single things around the Valley. I want to get married and I know it doesn't just drop in my lap out of nowhere.