Urban Poly Princess

It is so weird for me to finish church and think in my head it's around 4 or 5 ish when it isn't. All the relief societies met together this week. It was so nice to go to Taia's baby shower last night. That's one of the things I've missed about this place. I love my extended family and all the stuff they have. It is fun to have a big family and get to spend time with them regularly.

I am calling Park City tomorrow because they haven't contacted me at all and I would at least like an interview. RE\MAX is a broker in Cottonwood looking for an Executive assistant with a license. I could help them very much AND help myself at the same time. I still want Keller Williams but I don't have the cash to shell out now to even get started. Either I get Park City at 50,000 OR I work for a crappy rate BUUUT my fees are paid for me and I can start my real estate education.

I don't mind starting real estate in Park City. Keller Williams has an office there too. I would looove that. There is NO ONE ATTRACTIVE AT ALL in my ward, at least no one I've seen so far and I really haven't seen anyone. I sat with Renee AND Julie during Sunday School and sacrament meeting and then we all attended choir individually. Renee invited me to her birthday party Friday. That was really sweet. I still don't know anyone really and maybe there are lots of hot men there I just haven't met but I doubt it.

When I visited Cache Valley I messaged Curtis on Facebook first to let him know I'd be passing through and that if I could take him to lunch the next time I was there. I ended up having to go there on my birthday and there was no way I was going to spend my birthday with someone I still don't really know. Not that it would be bad, just freaky. I wish Curtis OR ANYONE would post on his page so I'm not at the top of it STILL. I am so grateful for my brother and I am so happy I don't have to wait until Thursday to get online HERE in my bedroom!!! I also have my TV hooked up and that is so lovely too!!

Curtis didn't answer me but that's fine. He is such a sweetheart and really I don't know what I want with him. I just haven't met anyone even nominally attractive here yet OF COURSE I still want to hang out with the hottest guy I've seen in years who is ALSO LDS AND age-appropriate!!! He may not want to bother and that is surely his right and I bear him no ill will. He can't help it if he is so gorgeous and if I bother him even when I moved already.

We don't have anything in common at all. He is sweet and fiiine... I know there are many Mid single opportunities I can and should take advantage of right around here. If we had any type of future he'd have to move and why the hell should he? He has an awesome job and beautiful home right in the town he loves and grew up in. He is close to his parents and they live there on a farm. It is a blessing to be able to raise your children on a farm and he can do that sort of with his parents nearby. He deserves to find someone who can appreciate how great all those things are... and I do, it's just not what I want for my life.

Renee invited me to her birthday Friday. She lives right by Liberty Park. I have a lot of history with this place and areas all over the place here. She said she's having chocolate waffles. That sounds delicious. It should be fun.

Mormon 8
15 For none can have power to bring it to light save it be given him of God; for God wills that it shall be done with an eye single to his glory, or the welfare of the ancient and long dispersed covenant people of the Lord.