Urban Poly Princess

It is a holiday BUT of course since I'm not working anyway it doesn't really make a difference. I am still a little nervous about fitting EVERYTHING and I feel like taking another trip to Salt Lake just to make sure. My big mirror, chairs, suitcase, sound system and kitchen things aren't going to make it in my opinion along with my flatscreen, entertainment shelf and all of these pictures I didn't take yet. There''s also all my kitchen stuff I didn't take of either. I said a little prayer in my heart and I feel like I should do it.

Curtis liked my picture with the Fridal twins. They are awesome. They were raised on a dairy farm too I think in Idaho. I could try and do lunch with all of them if he wanted that. I think they would get along well. He likes road trips. I don't. ESPECIALLY since when I worked for the newspaper at the U and they made me drive to St. George to cover the then-governor meeting with the Utah Board of Regents. I was rushing back to Salt Lake when I had a rollover and was life-flighted to the Filmore hospital. It is my miracle story and I shouldn't be alive right now.

It was such a faith-builder for my family BUUUT it happened to me which is why it is so weird to me because I don't remember much about the moments when I was in a comma, critical or should've died.

I wonder if introducing Curtis to the Fridal twins would be too weird for him. I know we have little if anything in common. He is gold however and I don't like throwing that away or even giving that away to someone else. BUUUT if he is interested in one of them I'm certainly NOT going to stand in his way either and I am his friend first so I should help him. He doesn't know many people in the ward. I know Jessica has a thing for him and then even Kendra probably does too BUT I like the Fridal girls best. He would have to pick one however. That is tough. They are equally amazing.

That cute girl who came to his party liked our picture. I added her as a Facebook friend but she didn't respond. I don't want her getting any ideas ESPECIALLY if Curtis is trying to date her which is why I wanted her to add me and see that I didn't just take a picture with Curtis although I did take pictures of people I want to remember.

I like Curtis a lot and I would get to know him better if I was staying here even though I can see MANY things we don't share. There is just no one else. He has type 1 diabetes and he was diagnosed when he was 19 a week or 2 into his first desk-job. That is just wild. All that manual labor kept his symptoms at bay his entire childhood and teenage life. He takes insulin to control it now but I bet if he just ate what he's supposed to all the time he wouldn't have to do that or even if he tried to do what I did or eat well every day but then once a week eat whatever he wanted to eat. If you feed your body healthy food all the time it can handle being bad once a week. It also makes obvious how bad the crappy food is to your health because your body is very sensitive to bad habits.

I'm doing laundry now and I am going to pack my car and drive to Salt Lake again today. I'm going to come back today too and then I will fit EVERYTHING I want to take. My mother's going to trip BUUUT she'll get over it. I can handle the long drives now although I haaate it. OR maybe I'll just do it tomorrow.

I made these rolls and a loaf of bread last night using a yellow cake mix. They are delicious and I have a lot of them left. NOOOT good for a diabetic like me BUUUT homemade stuff digests just fine AT LEAST it has for me.

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