Urban Poly Princess

After running around like a chicken without my head for the past few days I am just chilling right now annoyed because my internet connection isn't as strong as I'd like it to be or rather my neighbor's since I've been enjoying their internet since mine was turned off when I told my mother I couldn't pay for my HD tv OR internet. Now I can again BUUUT my neighbor has infinity too!!! I discovered that by accident but what a nice discovery. They are going to pay the same amount whether I use it or not so it doesn't really matter. It is only annoying when I'm trying to watch a streaming video like I am now. I'm watching Pinnochio off of Hulu. I should try dramafever, maybe their connection is stronger.

Nooo it's not. I just applied for ANOTHER position with the church family history library. All I can do is keep applying and interviewing and smiling as needed. Alright all the bars are visible now and a commercial is playing. So how long will that last?

It's still working YEA!!!

Alma 17
2 Now these sons of Mosiah were with Alma at the timethe angel first appeared unto him; therefore Alma didrejoice exceedingly to see his brethren; and what addedmore to his joy, they were still his brethren in the Lord;yea, and they had waxed strong in the knowledge of thetruth; for they were men of a sound understanding andthey had searched the scriptures diligently, that they mightknow the word of God.
3 But this is not all; they had given themselves to muchprayer, and fasting; therefore they had the spirit ofprophecy, and the spirit of revelation, and when theytaught, they taught with power and authority of God.
5 Now these are the circumstances which attended themin their journeyings, for they had many afflictions; they didsuffer much, both in body and in mind, such as hunger,thirst and fatigue, and also much labor in the spirit.

It is a comfort to me that the sons of Mosiah although faithful and righteous still suffered much and were subject to many afflictions. I know trying to find a job and having problems with that is so miniscule compared to what trials they faced but it still feels hard and tough. It still makes me cry and be frustrated. I feel so ungrateful however when I get like that because despite any trial I experience I still have so very much. 

I am fortunate to live with my mother. She drives me crazy and she is such a witch at times but despite that I still have a parent living. My cousin Hotaia just lost her dad and my cousin Annie just lost her dad too. That was their last remaining parent. With all of her faults I am lucky to have my meddlesome infuriating mother in my life. I love her so much even when and as she drives me crazy.

Even though I don't have my own family my nieces and nephews are such a joy to my life. Family really is everything and I love mine so much. I can't wait to find my husband and start my own however that'll happen. I'm certainly going to try although I probably won't be able to have my own children since I keep getting older. I know getting fit is a huge factor in that and should be my greatest motivation.