Urban Poly Princess

I am glad I saw Carlos Sunday and that he laughed when I told him I'm working at a medical billing call center. It inspired me and now I am focused on saving for my real estate fees after which I will then go part time. I just took my mother to the Madsen clinic. Her blood pressure was too high and she felt pain in her heart. Freaky. I told her she needs to call me back and let me know how she's doing and what's going on.

I'm glad I saw Carlos when I did. This is NOOOT where I can work and feel happy still. I have to do the real estate thing as soon as possible. I am not giving up on my library career although I am still pursuing real estate as hard as I want to do that. I hope my mother's alright. I want her to live a long and happy life. I am not ready for that although it is a reality. Her mind is all there which I am happy about. I just hope she's alright. I need to get ready for work.

My dad left with his mind intact. When I was recovering from my brain injury I remember specifically pleading with my father in heaven not to let anything happen to me mentally. I can't really think of anything more horrible. Brain fog when I'm sleepy, when I'd try to do simple math at my graveyard shift at the Christmas Box House and I'd keep getting distracted - also that one time when my hormones around my period and I felt like attacking people. The brain is so powerful and susceptible too. Chemical stuff is real.

As far as brokers are concerned I think Keller Williams has the best training program available.

I now see my job as a means to a happy end instead of the drudgery I once thought it represented. I have to make my circumstances I want. No one is going to hand me what I hope for. I don't mind having to work hard. I am grateful for the chance.