Urban Poly Princess

The first thing I need to do is go to the Utah Bureau of Criminal Identification place in Taylorsville so I can get a certificate of Eligibility so I can even petition the court to begin the expungment process. That is going to take $50. That is in addition to the other 167.00. It is good for 90 days from when it is issued. I feel sick about this. I have to now print out this stuff from the legal aid lady I spoke with. I can't believe she emailed me the cases. It was so easy for her.

Within 90 days after that I can get the other stuff. My mother said she doesn't have any property taxes until next year so she can afford to help me with those damn fees. She is sooo annoying me. She had a dream about twins and she asked me if any of my cousins have twins. She said it's probably me and I told her yes I'll probably have to go on hormone therapy to get pregnant and that people who undergo fertility treatment often have multiple births. She was so ticked when I told her that. She said I don't care about getting married and that I don't have faith because I still have my period. It doesn't help that I told her I'd look into getting my eggs freezed but I've heard it costs a lot. That just makes her more mad.

She told me she told me to check on that a long time ago. It did seem like I'd get hired many times but then at the last minute something would happen. I didn't want to assume something that outlandish. She is keeping that I told you so on a loop that is getting the hell on my nerves.

Davis county sent me a letter saying I am number 10 on their register but they are considering the first 5 after which I will be contacted if they need to consider more. I haven't heard from SLCC at all about the assistant director position that I REALLY want but ALSO I am more than ready to make a whole hell of a lot more in California too.

First I'm doing everything I can on my expungment then I am going to apply all over California. I always imagined myself living there. The East Coast is very cool but also very scary to me too because I don't have anyone there although I shouldn't really be worried about it since I have church family all over the world.