Urban Poly Princess

It's good to gain clarity and I see a lot of things clearly now. My friend was sweet to sit with me in sacrament meeting today but then he was extremely rude and I don't even think he even gets how he was rude. I just know it's never happening again and I'm certainly not seeking him out to spend time with him. I did what I thought I was supposed to do but then I saw something I don't want in my life. It's sad to me but I guess that is how you find out. I was very real with him and it makes me upset that he didn't care about that. I got my ice-cream and left because I'm not in the mood to chat with him or any insipid guys right now. I'm going to the Tongan meeting at 5pm and then I'll hit up the fireside at 7pm because I can really use some spiritual strength right now.
Since he's my family home evening leader I'll have to deal with him when and/or if I attend family home evening. Tomorrow is Chinese food so I'm definitely attending that one but at least I won't feel bad missing the rest now if I want to do that.