Urban Poly Princess

I kept wondering why I was so calm about everything last night. Today I feel like crap and I'm trying to figure out what the hell happened. I'm pretty clueless and I wish I knew what I did wrong. Saturday was great, at least to me. Sunday my friend did his usual sprint out of the chapel. Avoidance + rejection = not happy me-BUT I got to avoid dealing with it since Helene texted me about her lesson-sooo-later-our combined meeting and he makes a point NOT to sit near me. So I'm trying VERY HARD to be zen AND magnify my calling by talking to the world to get them to sign up for the stake blood drive. I see him at linger longer flanked by girls of course and then a couple go over to talk to him. I talk to him and his female fans when I'm signing people up for the blood drive but he has an attitude. I try to call him later that night and not only does he still have the attitude x 10 but he tells me he's with a "friend" and he'll talk to me at fhe.
Fhe I'm hoping to talk to him when it's done but he deliberately leaves quickly to avoid talking to me. I don't miss the snide remark he makes about me to his "friend" either. I call him later that night and he asks with his attitude to the 10th power what I want. I try to make plans to spend time with him and he shoots me down but at this point I'm just ticked so I ask him if he wants to spend time with me and he tells me he doesn't know what I'm doing-that he just makes time to date and he doesn't want to date me. I tell him that's alright and I'm trying to preserve any semblence of friendship between us and I'm telling him how nice he's been but all he wants to do is hang up.
This just SUCKS!!! This seems like a recent development and I wish I knew what the hell was going on but I don't. I'm not going to force him to talk to me but I just wish he would let me know what's going on.