Urban Poly Princess

Non-members are easy for me to get along with. Why do the members have to be so weird? The longer people take to get married the stranger they become. I guess that includes me too although it's nice and easy to lump everyone else into that category and think I'm the exception. I had fun with Shawn and his friends. Joseph and his wife came too which was good. Joseph and his family fellowship Shawn well. A lot of his LDS friends are X-members however with axes to grind against the church. I'm glad me and Joseph and his wife attended. It's good for Shawn to realize not ALL members are these cliquey mean elitist snobs.

It's fast Sunday. Yesterday was Helene's birthday and today Helene and Ele are coming over. I love them, I just don't want to do EVERYTHING with them EVERY waking moment. I still need to find my husband and if I want to know more about you I will hang out with you ALL the time. ALTHOUGH-HELLO-I still have a life outside someone else.

There's been enough time however that we can hang which will be today at 6pm. No one's asked me to make dinner but I'm just going to assume that's what's up and marinade some chicken while I'm at church and cook a pot of rice before I leave. I have lots of cheesecake to feed them and whipping cream to beat. I also have a lot of spinach, cheese and carrots for a salad.  

My young friend Vai moved back to California so at least I don't have the extremely young Poly girls trying to hang with me anymore. It's nice that all these women want to hang with me. Now I need more guys. A guy I want to hang with too? Not happening now BUT I need to try. Last night my neighbors were having a party next door. They played music I like and I'd probably get along with them but uh yeah 20 years ago maybe. Two 20-somethings rang my doorbell and apologized for the noise. It was only annoying downstairs so I told them it was alright. I couldn't hear anything if I watched anything anyway.

One of the boys asked me if I wanted his telephone number so I could call him to turn down the noise if I needed that. Nigga please!!! AND NO he wasn't black-a good-looking player-type who is either white or hispanic. I am used to dealing with his type all too well though and NOOO I'm not going to get your number or give you my number idiot. Trying to be all smooth. Don't even go there because I've known players since little Timmy was playing on the swings and NOOO that isn't his name and NOOO I didn't find out.

I just hope today is filled with the spirit and turns out well.

Sorry sweetie  but I've seen that move before and it's NOOOT happening. I was very stupid with my YOUNG friend Colton when I first moved here. GET A GRIP!!!  That happened because I was stupid enough to spend time with someone and think I could control my feelings even when I spent a lot of time with him. He was fine, intelligent and NOT spiritual which is why I thought I could play like that and not get burned. I didn't do anything physical with him but spending time with someone is dangerous. If I don't want anything happening I learned just not to do it in the first place.