Urban Poly Princess

Not today but tomorrow. Today I'm walking to church. I tried to start it in Esther's driveway but it wouldn't start. I tried letting the gas rip which just made a lot of noise and smoke so I quit that. Esther gave me a ride home although really it takes 5 minutes to walk from her house. I felt crappy after this however so I accepted the ride.

Monday I'll tow the thing. I told Jon I'd attend this meeting for him so I'll just walk over a little early. THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I NEED MY DAMN HOME TEACHERS. I CALLED MICHAEL WHO IS OUR ELDERS' QUORUM PRESIDENT BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO ASK HIM ANYTHING. HE REMINDED ME I ALSO HAVE VISITING TEACHERS. LIKE I REALLY WANT TO ASK SIS. HENRIE AND MONICA FOR CAR ASSISTANCE. THIS IS SOMETHING I SURE AS HELL AM NOOOT GOING TO MISS. BEING CLOSER TO MY FAMILY WILL GET ME HELP WHEN I NEED IT. ASKING THE MEN IN MY WARD FOR HELP IS RIDICULOUS.

IT REMINDS ME OF WHEN I ASKED ANNOYING TO HELP ME GET MY CAR THAT WAS IMPOUNDED BECAUSE I WAS PULLED OVER WITH NO INSURANCE. I WASN'T COMFORTABLE ASKING ANYONE ELSE FOR HELP AND HE COULDN'T TAKE THE 10 MINUTES IT WOULD'VE TAKEN HIM TO HELP ME. I CAUGHT THE DAMN BUS BECAUSE I WASN'T GOING TO ASK MY HOMETEACHERS OR ANYONE ELSE AFTER HE SAID NO. HE DID HELP ME CHANGE A TIRE ONCE. ANNND THIS IS ONE THING I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THIS DAMN TOWN FOR!!! I AM GRATEFUL FOR MY FAMILY. REALLY!!! DO PEOPLE THINK I LIKE ASKING THEM FOR ASSISTANCE???!!! DO THEY HAVE ANY INKLING ABOUT HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO ASK FOR HELP IN THE FIRST PLACE???!!! AND THEN WHEN IDIOT GUYS DO HELP ME THEY TRY TO STICK TO ME LIKE GLUE AFTER. I AM GRATEFUL FOR THEIR HELP WHEN THEY GIVE IT. DOES THAT MEAN WE'RE BEST FRIENDS ALL OF A SUDDEN???!!! OR DATING???!!! GET A DAMN CLUE!!!

THIS IS WHEN I MISS RICH. HE WAS PERFECT. I ONLY HAVE 2 MORE MONTHS LEFT HERE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE.