Urban Poly Princess

I walked to church early so I could be there in time for ward council meeting I attended for Jon. Our ward council meeting is so tiny. My only frame of reference is the meetings I attended as a missionary and when I was RS president of my student singles ward at BYU-Hawaii. Our ward was so big we had to have 2 relief societies and 2 Elders' Quorums. I remember there being close to 20 people there for those meetings. We had an activity committee and then the Sunday school president also attended. The entire bishopric was there along with the ward clerks. Then there was also the RS president, Elders' quorum president and me representing my mission leader. Even on my mission the leaders for YM, YW, primary, Sunday school and then our ward mission leader and the full time missionaries were all there.

There's this guy who wants to hear the discussions and who was supposed to come to church today but he didn't show. His name is Marcus. Justin was also supposed to be there but he was a no-show. Sooo I prepared a lesson for gospel essentials AND looked for appropriate pictures of the Savior. BUUUT after waiting for 15 minutes no one showed up. I went to gospel essentials instead and saw Alex there my friend with the kids. I like his gospel-knowledge although he seems to have a problem expressing himself.

It was testimony meeting so I bore my testimony. People were not getting up and with my super-small ward it's highly possible that much of the meeting could've carried on in silence. A portion of it did anyway. I saw Curtis in the back where he usually is when he's there. He was sitting by Jessica however so of course my mind worked overtime wondering if they planned that. He added her on Facebook too. Thank-you sister Henrie!!! She was deep in conversation with him and I watched specifically to see if they left together. Jessica had to get up and leave or look stupid which was most excellent because I saw they were NOT there together. He went and helped clean up the sacrament stuff. He has inherent style. He was scruffy today with his 5'oclock shadow but like George Michael he is so beautiful it didn't take away AT ALL from his look. UNLIKE George Michael however there is NOOO gay vibe whatsoever AND he feels clean and worthy when I talk to him.

I was talking to Susie when he almost walked away and I couldn't let that happen so I went completely out of my way to say hi. He is so sweet and the light of Christ is in his eyes too. ALL THAT AND he's hot and knows how to dress!!! VEEERY NICE!!! I need to talk to him more before I do anything with him and after not having much interaction with him it was nice AND I had to do that to feel comfortable talking to him again. In our meeting they said Keri moved her records to Millville. I was scared Curtis moved his records too. I was VEEERY happy to see him there. Susie asked me later if I was stalking him. I told her I was and that even though we probably have nothing in common he is still nice and kind AND FIIINE... and I'm going to get to know him better if he lets me even if I am moving away in a couple months. I told her Joseph Smith was raised on a farm AND didn't go to a lot of school JUST like Curtis.

If nothing else we can work together when I'm into my real estate thing and starting to flip houses in Salt Lake City. Susie told me she always sees Curtis at FHE although he isn't in her group. How do I NEVER see him there at all? Actually I think I saw him once the day after I first talked to him BUUUT that's been the only time although I'm glad he attends.

Carline bore her testimony. She always sounds so awesome at church. It's just when I had dinner with her at Sara's house that I learned about her other side which freaks me out. Also when I spend ANY time with her I see another side that makes me do everything I can NOOOT to get to know her better at all.

I think Sister Henrie is involved with the linger longer committee in some way. That's probably why she knows Curtis.

I am going to get to walk to work AND make arrangements to tow my car and get it fixed or at least diagnosed tomorrow. I am really fortunate to live so close to work.