Urban Poly Princess

Jonni and I did our visiting teaching. She's a great partner. We always get it done fairly early in the month. Church was alright too.

I'm at home now and I wanted something sweet and quick so I mixed marshmallows, butter, karo syrup and kap crunch berry cereal. I'm pretty sure that was a BAAAD idea!!! Jonni gave me Dr. Pepper for Valentine's day!!! She has no idea how much I liked that. I tried to eat spaghetti to "balance" that but it didn't work.

I still haven't finished my last paper. I feel bad for not feeling better about my visit from my sweet friend who only shared goodness and I didn't appreciate it. I'm avoiding writing my paper. Not sure about why I'm doing that either.

I love 2 Nephi 4 sooo much I was trying to explain why I liked it so much then I started crying. STUPID!!! We should be the happiest people on the earth because we have sooo much to be grateful for and so much to rejoice over. I like Nephi's psalm because he laments how easy it is for him to feel bad sometimes despite the knowledge he has of the truth. That's exactly how I feel-bad because I feel bad. BUT then a lot of the class members shared their testimonies of how it was alright to feel pain and sorrow sometimes and that we didn't have to be Pollyanna all the time.

I'm missing a bishop's fireside so I can "work" on my paper but I haven't done that either. I think I might wait until midnight, go get some caffeine and then work on my paper-then I can be sleep-deprived and oh so cherry at work tomorrow and then at fhe later tomorrow. Whatever happens it's definitely time to finish this paper.