Urban Poly Princess

Sooo I over reacted about my friend David hiding his addy from me because he thought I might stalk him. He really does live by Mindie-I don't know why my app told me differently the first time. I guess I was just oversensitive. HOWEVER I don't doubt he was mean that night or deliberately rude.

He looked good tonight. I like that shirt. It's pretty sad that clothes make a difference to me BUT they do although it DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. I like dressing up. I looove shopping and I looove clothes, shoes, makeup-ALL that STUFF. BUT I don't want people judging me or assuming I'm shallow just because I love that stuff. I guess this is why I don't want to judge people by what they wear, I don't want them to judge me either. I try to develop ALL areas of my life and NOT just the surface, although it matters to me too-I am going to become fitness OCD soon and I look forward to Bing there again.

MAJOR CULTURE CLASH tonight playing some sort of game-YES, another game!!! It was a game similar to pyramid. U describe a word or phrase without saying the word or phrase. I had Fergie which I thought would be a breeze-I said hot girl from the Black Eyed Peas-NO ONE KNEW HER NAME in the group of at least 10 people there. I should've said the Duchess of Windsor-It reminded me of when I went through David's CDs and the only ones I recognized were classical, the Mormon Tabernacle choir and a few musical soundtracks.

It is annoying as hell to watch my friend flirting BUT it's something I need to get over. I don't know what he has against my friend Ryan. This is the second time he started talking about him negatively when really there was no need to go there at all. He also said how some girls texted him when he didn't give them his number-yeah I did that sooo I REALLY didn't enjoy hearing that because it just confirmed to me that he discussed what I did to try to develop our relationship with his friends. I'm not sure what he gains by discussing that stuff with other people. His social skills are hardly top notch and pointing out what he perceives as other people's faults is just evidence of his inadequacy. It just makes him look bad. He kept repeating how some girl wanted him to bring back a pineapple from Hawaii. I'm pretty sure it was Renee. I was really scared he would tell everyone it was her at Michelle's potluck. I'm REALLY glad he stopped.

There's a Tongan saying, "mole poini"-that means losing points-my friend when she was dating her husband used to tell me all the mole poini stuff about him. He had a diamond stud earring on one of his ears, he wasn't as tall as she wanted him to be although he was taller than her. David is awesome but he has some mole poini stuff too. The Ryan stuff needs to quit as does telling the world how girls try to get to know him better AND I don't feel that way just because I tried to get to know him better myself.