Monday, February 2, 2015

Mother starving me

I'm trying to stick with my nutritarian diet but it is difficult when my mother is trying to cut things out even more. I told her I wanted an apple and she was trying to get me to ration this. I wanted to kill her. Yesterday I ate my steel cut oats, a salad, avocado and 2 small bowls of the coconut Thai soup I love but she got the wrong brand of coconut milk so it didn't taste right. I had some grapes in the morning. I told her I need 3 fruits a day and although she gave me a banana she didn't want to give me my apple. It is tough to stay on this nutritarian diet if she doesn't feed me.

I had beans with my salad which is what I needed anyway. The nutritarian diet includes lots of fresh vegetables a day, 1 cup of beans, cooked vegetables and then 3 servings of different fruit. I can snack on almonds or other nuts. I wasn't hungry after eating my apple but it is BECAUSE of actually eating that I haven't been hungry on this program.

I cannot believe her. I feel so bad for calling her a B that one day but it is so frustrating to have to rely on her to get me EVERYTHING.

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