Urban Poly Princess

So YES I'm a freaking wimp. I assumed Steve hadn't attended graduate school when he has. It is probably why he can afford to own a home or 2. I can't deny he has the spirit and testimony he needs to have. I have to give this a chance. I would be lucky to date him at all so I need to quit freaking out and ignoring him all the time. Whenever he shows me attention I ignore him. NOT COOL. I haaate that he has so many female fans and he has a whole lot of them. They all recognize his amazing qualities. I recognize them. I am going to get over this reluctance I keep having. I need to try this. Even if nothing happens I need to quit how I'm acting. It's not easy for me but I am going to regret this if I don't at least try. I am going to make an honest effort tomorrow to be normal and not a stupid rabbit.