Urban Poly Princess

This seems to be chronic state.

I am at a loss. Three days and Merrick Bank decided to let me go become they don't think I'm going to stay there. They told Elwood I also wasn't catching on fast enough. They probably shouldn't have told me I catch on really fast or have to work to find me things to do. My mother thinks I'm not praying enough to know what the Lord wants me to do. I was so happy I would be able to pay my bills soon. Now who knows how long that'll be. I talked to Levi in front of his manager. That's the only thing that makes any sense. I don't get this at all. 

Whatever and whoever doesn't matter. Why the he'll am I going through this. If any thing can go wrong with me somehow it does. Am I supposed to lie about my qualifications? Is that what I need to do to even get a little money. Am I never going to pay my bills? I don't know how the hell they could tell me I didn't catch on fast enough. This is the second job I've been fired from in 3 months. I don't know why this is happening. I tried so hard to make this work. This morning I got up at 4am worked out took my shower got ready then walked to the frontrunner that took me to work. We are counseled to get as much education as we can. It hasn't helped me this last year that's for Damn sure. Now what? I don't know.

This is the day I catch up on my sleep. Nia is doing better. She is getting ready for church. I love how she is active even when she doesn't keep everything she should. One of the questions I asked Cameron yesterday is why if you aren't living church standards would you want someone who is he said it's an addiction. Steve posted the article in time magazine talking about the LDS midsingle population and the Jewish one too. Some of the comments surprised me about men avoiding certain wards because they slept with women there. Really??? Why do they go trolling at church? Why not go clubbing? Can't they meet women elsewhere and why is this happening in an LDS social scene? I get that they want someone with their standards but then they shouldn't be surprised if they are rejected because they don't have recommends. Cameron is lucky he is fine. He dresses horribly but he is still tall thin and blonde with a killer smile and youngish looking face. I never got his movie obsession when I first met him but now I totally understand. Film students would have to watch a lot of films.

I am grateful to FINALLY have a job I like that I can do for awhile until I get the job I want. I emailed Ben at Sirsidynix and I really hope I secure that position asap. BUUUT until then Merrick Bank is just fine. I hate this damn autocorrect. I read a post and it is screwed up because I missed it somehow.

Time to get ready for church.

My job is professional and I love that. I can so do this for another week by taking Trax. I was looking at this company cleaning list and Levi Phippens name from my Logan ward was there. Krista really had a thing for him although I never really got that. He has a master degrees in accounting from USU and I thought he was going to end up in New York. He is an analyst at Merrick Bank. He looked great and he was dressed alright too. I used to tease Krista because he started wearing a moustache and he looked like a red neck or white trainer trashy. He was a good home teacher to Kristen Sylvester one of friends in the ward who never really connected to anyone. He was the ward clerk and just a nice guy but the only reason why I talked to him as much as I did was because Krista had a thing for him. It was nice to see a familiar face. I'm glad he's there. George took us to eat. We went to Dennys where I got some sort of burger and a huge chocolate sundae. It was perfect for me after riding Trax because I wanted to see if it would make a significant difference. It did in time and frontrunner it is now.

After working the Midday shift at the temple I went to the library to exchange the dvds I have checked out. This is around 3ish. I saw Cameron my inappropriate midsingle friend I first met at that one fhe. He is a super talented artist. He majored in film during college. He served a mission to Chile but he doesn't have a recommend now. He is very good-looking but he dresses badly and has a kiddie mentality. What I like about Cameron is he is himself first and doesn't care about what anyone thinks. I last saw him at our regional bbq where he was the only person dancing to the music. He made such a horrible 1st impression. Who knew he had all this other stuff going on.

Last night my friend from forever ago Sinia took me to dinner at Chuck o rama. She was worried about her son who was pulled over and charged with driving without insurance. He had insurance just not the proof on him. He is 6 "3 and built. Nia told me anywhere in yummy Utah he's been pulled over for nothing. He was taken to jail. Who puts someone in jail for that? At dinner Nia kept calling to find Keni. I told her not to worry because I was sure he would call if he was still in jail. She said she hoped I was right. This morning at 6am Nia called me in tears telling me the police beat Keni up. Of course she is livid. We talked about the NAACP last night and she wanted me to text her the acronym. I felt so horrible. I feel like sharing this with my friend Darci who thinks white privilege doesn't exist. I'm sure no one assumes just by looking at her she is a gang member. I wasn't thrown in jail when I was caught driving without insurance and I really didn't have it unlike Keni who just didn't have the proof on him. Every time things like this happen to me and my close friends I can't help but think it is just my reality. I can't help but wonder if I was a white girl with the same credentials if I would've been employed a long time ago. I can't help it. It is my reality. As long as people see my name without meeting me they will be filled with assumptions about me before and if they actually decide to meet me.

I'm going to help Cameron arrange an exhibit. I would've loved to major in art history. I always wanted an art gallery on the side. One of my strange passions. I finished talking to Cameron at 5:30 and I got home after 6. Talking to him made me realize people are much deeper than they may seem at first.

My job is extremely easy and laid back. I am going to enjoy working here. It is Sooo the perfect until I get the one I really want. It is . So quiet and the office is so clean it looks new and industrial. After walking all that way yesterday I saw this bus, stop right near the building after work. Utah's transportation system is amazing.

The people I work with are nice and laid back too. I am grateful for this job and that it pays so well for what I need to do. While I am grateful for utah I can't wait to drive again. I need to figure out what is cheaper. I still haven't heard from Sirsidynix and it is about time for me to contact them again soon. The county is considering me for another youth services position.

Yesterday Elwood Staffing called to see if it was alright for them to submit my application for this position. Seriously??? They emailed my resume and I start Thursday. I am so excited to FINALLY have a job. I've been taking Trax and while actually taking it is fine walking in the hot sun is not. WHY the hell does ANYONE choose time voluntarily in the heat with the sun in their face? The agency is just placing me here. It pays $14 an hour AND it isn't at a Damn call center. I can't wait to call and get my insurance activated. I told my mother I felt like Job. I will be taking frontrunner until I get paid which is probably next Friday. It is in South Jordan near its frontrunner stop there. I may continue to take frontrunner if it's more convenient and cost-effective. It saves time too. The ride takes half an hour which is how much it would take if I drove there but actually with traffic it would be worse. I am so grateful to have anything and I will continue to actively look for and apply for a job in my field. Who knows how long that'll take. I have many bills to pay then I need to immediately save for my real estate fees and work on that part time too. I like how Keller and Williams has online education for their agents because I really feel like I know nothing

I survived the video interview. People gave me deathly silence during my presentation portion and I felt much of the interview was stiff but whatever. I'm really happy I survived that. I'm not sure how this next portion will play out. There are 2 more interviews after this if I make it that far. I did my interview here at Harmon's which is quiet earlier during the day but was noisy when I just did this so not a good thing. The manager is a black female, always a good thing for me since they tend to like me since I look black. I also look Indian and Mexican or any ethnic race really but I think she'll enjoy having someone else who is a minority there with her and on her team.

She was the most outgoing person there. I sure hope I make it to the next step. It involves 2 in-person interviews I would love. I can't believe I'm here right now. I need to take these videos back to the library and check out some more. My mother's television in the front room started smoking but it is 7 years old. She turned off all services so now all I can watch are DVDs on this thing. It's not even 1pm yet. I sure hope I get that County Public Services position I want to work 20 hours at West Valley in addition to working this job with SirsiDynix. I hope I said enough and did enough in this video interview but I like in-person experiences much more. I get a better sense of how I performed in these type of environments too.

I also called an after-school program at some charter school that is looking for someone. It is minimal hours which I want if I'm going to work in some field I'm not really interested in being a part of. I need to figure out public transportation there but I'm not real worried. This will take care of my minimal bills or my car insurance and gas. If this works I won't have to change my temple shift and I will need a sub probably another week but not much longer than that.

I wish this were faster. It is taking sooo long. I was at the library and it was truly taking forever. I called apple support and they told me to go to either Starbucks or an Apple Store. The Apple store is very cool. The new Macs are beautiful. It makes me want one being here around all of these cool toys.

I am at the personal setup table. They also have audio, workshop and genius tables here toward the back of the store. I looove apple products. This is such a cool store. It seems like it is still taking forever BUUUT it's definitely faster than the library was. I am so happy my computer can get this done. I can't wait to install fuze and prepare for my interview tomorrow. I am glad this interview forced me to update my computer and I'm glad Steve asked about updating it too. I just assumed I couldn't do anything. He may not be able to update his since it was purchased in 2007.

I bought this at Stevens-Henager College when a graphic arts student dropped out her first week. They have to sell them

This morning the downtown Elwood Staffing office offered me a cashier temporary position at the U which is close AND would be amazing since it just paid $12 an hour. It was a temporary position that would be done on September 4th. Since the Draper Elwood Staffing office had already submitted my application for a mortgage position I called them first. They called me back but by the time they did the position had been taken. I was sooo ticked. The reason why I registered with a temporary agency in the first place was because I needed a job right away and they keep making me wait.

I can't believe I missed out on this. It ticks me off so much. So I called the West Valley branch to see if they had ANYTHING and they do have a $10 an hour customer service position. I can't remember the last time I made that little - alright I can The Christmas Box House paid that initially. Even mentoring paid $12 an hour. I can't believe how crappy this is BUUUT it begins on the 31st which is plenty of time for me to get the result of this SirsiDynix job I would love. I would also like working for the County again but after learning of the possibilities with SirsiDynix it is so attractive to me.

Whatever ultimately happens I am taking my brother's advice and will begin my Moxy blog and continue it to display my writing to the world. After thinking long and hard on what to present on during my interview tomorrow I decided to present on technology and how amazing it is - mobile services are at an all-time premium now. I am going to talk about a paradigm shift and how we all want things instantaneously without having to travel anywhere to get it. Harmons has the internet AND lots of tables with plugs nearby. I plan to do my interview here tomorrow. I am also creating a powerpoint to go along with my presentation for the 5 minutes they asked us to bring something we prepared.

It is cold here and I'm going to go home and work on my powerpoint. I don't need the internet for that. I hope I get this job or the county library job before the 31st so I never have to do that crappy job making $10 an hour. Whatever I am up for the challenge. I have to save for my real estate fees and begin that before the license expires in 2016.

It is just after 5 and I am finally leaving the house. I need to download software. I just couldn't do it yesterday. I didn't take my computer with me either. I just ate a couple of sandwiches because I don't want to get hungry out there. Cara is super careful now when she talks to me BUT she just couldn't help herself she sent me a link to the church's construction of power statements. I want to knock the Sirsidynix interview out of the park. I would love that job. I would also love working for the County as a public services librarian. I find out soon about both positions. Time for me to venture in the hot sun.

This wasn't bad at all. Valerie gave me a ride home but I really didn't need a ride and I didn't have to wait very long. I could totally take Trax to church every Sunday. I am very lucky church meets at the u.

Some good-looking men visited our ward but I wasn't in the mood to flirt. I am so blessed and I need to remember that all the time.

Wow I found myself STILL thinking about other retorts to give that guy I don't know that questioned what I wrote. Why does it bother me so much. Why do I care about someone who I don't know at all and why do I want to rip him to shreds over an obnoxious post. Why am I wasting anything on him.

I went to city mall to download the app or Yosemite so hopefully I can get fuze. Instead of remaining focused on why the hell I was there in the first place someone I don't know was pretty condescending with a comment on so'm etching I wrote on one of my friends pages. I get so annoyed with assholes like that. I should've used my time better. In order to download the app I needed an Apple Id and I don't remember having one and I couldn't figure out how to reset it. I went to the Apple store and got some guy to help me reset it but by the time I did that I was too scared the last Trax would leave and I didn't want to walk home at 11. I didn't think to call anyone to ask for a ride tomorrow so I'm just going to take Trax tomorrow. It stops right by the institute which is very close.

First I was sarcastic on Facebook then I deleted what I wrote. I can't believe I let something like that bother me. That was so stupid of me.

I saw my dad's first cousin at the temple. I went to say hello in the celestial room and I saw my first cousin Sisi and my second cousin Petelo. I forgot the lady's name but she was there for her daughter who lives here. She attended for the first time today.

I saw my temple trainer Sis.Keisker from my old Wednesday night shift. She was there for a sealing and noticed how much help they needed so she just jumped in. She is amazing. The church has the net. I'm going to download this app before I go home tomorrow. I have to pay $5 since I just made 50.00 the other day. My mother can't handle me coming home late on Trax. Uh I need a job and no one is going to give me one on a silver platter. I hate walking in the hot sun. I never thought I'd ever do that again.

I kept calling the world to find a temple substitute until I thought of calling the other people already working Saturday. Finally that was a lot easier so I traded my shift. I am taking the bus so I don't have to sweat as much or walk very long in this heat. Today is a huge activity for my ward. I can't believe I'm going to miss all of this. My temp agency  is sending my stuff in for Academy Mortgage in Sandy. Finally a place where I can actually learn stuff I want to learn. It pays 15 an hour. Much better than a call center I'm eating before I leave. I need to get ready.

I called UTA to find out if I can take Trax to the Riverton Library. I need that in order to get there until I can pay my insurance. I am taking Trax to Sandy then transferring to a bus to get there then doing the same thing to get back. I a so grateful for UTA. I know that is a weird thing to be grateful for but I am. I know i can do hard things. I've known that for a long time. Life has never been easy, only in hindsight. I'm getting ready then making my journey. I am also going to call the world to find a temple substitute for early tomorrow morning.

Yesterday I got off at the Arena Trax stop to use my movie gift card to buy some snacks since I'd be gone from home AND food the entire day and couldn't see my way out of that anytime soon. It was the wrong stop to get off at and the theater at Gateway is at the other side of the mall. I actually walked to another stop the theater was just at. I was sweating the entire day and ticked off at the world. I keep trying to maintain a good attitude but my self just doesn't want to let me enjoy that. I don't know why it is so damn difficult for me to get a job. My car is fine but without money I can't pay the damn insurance and it just isn't worth it to try using it without insurance. The damage is too great if something happens on the road.


I got to the law office just fine for my survey which was alright. They served Jimmy Johns sandwiches and asked for our opinions on different cases. I saw my bus drive away when I went to wait for it. Instead, I walked 11 blocks, yes that's 11 blocks in the sweltering heat. My clothes were drenched when I finally got on Trax and made my way back  home.


My brother suggested I apply for fast food and convenience stores just now. I am at the library so they told me to get off the phone or take my call outside. I told him there was no way in hell I wanted to clean public restrooms. I wouldn't mind working retail part time at City Creek Mall since it is so close. I am going to apply at Macy's and Nordstrom. I told him I'd get shot if I worked at some convenience store downtown.


I actually would love working at Sephora. I am going to look at that and see if they're hiring. I worked at Sears and Liberty House a long time ago. I need something in the downtown area. I am frustrated and crying for nothing - YES in public. I can't believe this. My brother didn't calm me this time, he just made me more upset. It just sucks so freaking much. They were supposed to let me know if I got that Accounting technician job. They didn't which probably means I didn't get it but why the hell did she tell me anything at all if I had no chance there. I don't want to keep attending my ward anymore. I haaate telling people I am unemployed and I hate their advice even more. It is bad enough that I don't want to see or talk to them. I thought I was supposed to be attending all the Midsingle activities that abound here so I can get to know someone. I refuse to be one of those older aged-out people that still attend.


Isn't that what my Father-in-Heaven wants me to do? What the hell is going on? Why didn't I get that part time customer service position in Lehi? Why the hell is anything  happening. My telephone was off 3 days until my mother decided to help and pay for it. My mother keeps harping on me telling me I'm not listening to my Heavenly Father or I'd get the answer that I need to work somewhere else.

George was asleep by the time I decided to call him. My mother told me to check if Trax and the bus go near where I want to go tonight for that survey I signed up for. They will feed me dinner AND give me $50.00 for answering a survey so I had to try.

I am at Harmons using the internet now. Ben from Sirsidynix wrote back since the hiring manager is out of the office until next Tuesday. That is nice. I don't have to worry about that so actually I can go and watch a movie and use my megaplex card I still have. Actually I have about $8 left on it now. Today is Tuesday. I also have my computer AND my DVDs with me I began watching last night.

I am going to apply for a couple jobs and then spend my time until I need to head until to West Jordan. I can get movie theatre food cheaper today. I could just spend it on food ORRR I think $3 is enough for popcorn today if I want to actually see a movie. If I had walked it before and realized how close it is it would've been better. I just need to find an outlet and then I can watch whatever I want here. If I really need food I can go to the gateway and buy stuff with my movie gift card.

I could go home and work out then have to get ready again. No thank you. Hmmm... It is sounding like I should go to Megaplex, buy some snacks then go to the library, charge my computer and watch whatever I can of this Korean Soap Opera I started again last night. I can also pick up another K-drama at the City Library. This is my own drama I've seen many times before. I just wanted to see one part again and I was sucked in to it. The movie I wanted to see - Vacation - is rated R.  I'd like to see the Man uncle or something like that but it isn't showing until later this month. Who knew I'd use my gift card on snacks when I really need it like NOW when I have NO MONEY COMING IN.

I am going to do that since my mother gave me $6 to take Trax to West Jordan tonight. I am excited to be paid $50.00 AND served dinner although their idea of dinner may just be pizza.

What is so stupid is my expenses have never been lower in my life. I could meet them now with the first job I ever had when I was 14 dancing in the canoe show. I only had my learner's permit then. Wow!!! I really am blessed. It is just hard to recognize those blessings in times like now when I could really use the money. I don't want to drive as long as I don't have insurance. The one time I got in an accident and it wasn't my fault but I had let my insurance lapse. That was pure hell and it was sooo not worth it even when it wasn't my fault at all.

I will NEVER drive anywhere without insurance again. I really don't mind public transportation and I think Trax is glorious. I want to take it to work because it saves a lot of money. Time for me to go get some snacks at the Gateway Megaplex before I go to the library and watch my K-drama. I brought 2 DVDs which is 6 hours total. I will be just fine.

Earlier this morning I walked over the bridge to the Arena stop by the Delta Center to use their free train to the library so I could use their internet. My neighbor has definitely blocked their connection. I thought about it later and how I should call the City Creek Mall which is extremely close to see if they had the net anywhere and they do as in the entire mall does so now I'm here using it. Unfortunately my laptop doesn't have the software version I need to download the software I need to use. I am going to see if I can use Noe and Brent's at their house. I need to pay my insurance so I can get the $50.00 payment for just doing a damn survey tomorrow.

I need to ask my brother for insurance money. I don't have a choice. I am going to need to get to a job too. This is so frustrating. I have never had such little expenses before but I am in dire need of ANYTHING right now. I can't believe this is happening. I hope they can accommodate me at Sirsidynix.

I am going to get an ice-cream cone here at the McDonalds. Yeah for cheap food!!! I didn't go to church because I didn't want to ask anyone for a ride but I'm going to have to do that Sunday. Life can just suck sometimes. AGAIN, I don't get what I'm supposed to learn from this.

My temp agency just called and told me integrated was concerned I'm over qualified. Great!  I'm broke and while I could usually get a job I want when I didn't have as many skills now I also have to worry about having too many. The county called to schedule an interview for a public library services position. I think I'll have a better shot at this than the last 6 county children's jobs. We'll see what happens. It is on Monday.

Too qualified or not qualified enough. Where is that happy medium to make a job perfect for me? I think I would enjoy working at that company in Sandy. It is in an industry I've never considered before but I like the variety of the work and that it isn't something any machine could do. It isn't too far either. Today I am just going to apply for that job at byu and also at the Orem Library. I don't really want to live in Utah Valley but I can certainly do that a lot easier now that I lived in Logan. Being near my brother and the best kids on the planet would also be a treat.

I have to try because the alternative is unacceptable. Unless I do everything I can I won't know whatever occurs is how it should be. Byu has a position at their law library I will apply for tomorrow. I hate Utah valley even if my brother lives in walking distance to the law school. Orem public library also has a paraproffessional position that pays well too. I am going to apply for it as well tomorrow. Sirsidynix hasn't emailed me yet and I saw the position posted again. This has been the longest process ever.

I couldn't help myself, I had to comment on Darcys privilege post. She has no idea what it means. I hope she reads more and gets what the hell people mean when they say to check your privilege. There are 2 links to help people identify if they have privilege and she was offended by them when they aren't offensive and just prove what she is trying to say exists. She feels that way because she is oblivious to it. I'm not because I am often reminded that I don't have white privilege.

Interview 109: at least it feels that way. I am sick of Trying. Today the supervisor told me he doesn't think I'll stay if he hires me. I told him libraries are open until 9 pm and it shouldn't be a problem. There is a law librarian position at but and I remember when once I couldn't bring myself to apply there. Now I want to and now I will. I am such a crybaby. I need money now. I just don't get it. What do I have to do? Today this white girl complaining about people telling her to check her privilege. I didn't want to get in and argument with her because she spouted off about how her family had to struggle and overcome things. That isn't what privilege is at all. It is recognizing the  advantages you enjoy through no effort of your own. It is the barrier I face when anyone comes across my resume just because my name isn't Mary Smith and I definitely don't look like one.

My mother said she doesn't blame them if they don't hired me.

Damn auto correct.

I am going to remember and go see a movie tonight at the Gateway since it's close. I have that gift card burning a hole in my pocket. I went to my interview with Zaniac. I met with Tom - he is very nice and I like the atmosphere of the school. I decided beforehand if I was going to work at this job I'd only do it if it paid 45,000 minimum. It starts between 30 and 40,000. There is no way in hell I'm going to work full-time somewhere if it doesn't pay enough. This is a job that would take all of my time to do.

It starts at noon. Actually I should have stayed with it BUUUT it is such a huge commitment and I don't really want to get into it if I just leave. I like that they value creativity. That is nice. I think I should have let them consider me now that I think about it. At least I would've enjoyed it until the job I really want comes along.

That wasn't very wise although it does take up a lot of evenings and I need those free. Elwood staffing called me to interview tomorrow with some company that follows up on sub-contractors completing building maintenance work, billing this correctly and then following up on the work too. I could do it. It pays $13 an hour but the hours are ideal or 6am - 2:30pm -A job just for money makes this perfect and it is in Sandy so A LOT closer than Lehi. Make more money AND keep more money since I don't have to pay as much on gas.

Teancum is amazing. He bore his testimony with so much power and authority. The spirit was so strong. He was and is incredible. Sooo NOT my type BUT way better than anyone else in my ward. While he attends activities I haven't seen him in the temple.

If I could stand the physical even a little bit it would be over. He hasn't gone to graduate school but that doesn't matter because he is very very great. He is Filipino Okinawan and just looks like a large Filipino man. I have no doubt he will be an incredible father and husband. What an incredible man. I hope and pray he finds someone worthy of him. I wish I could see a life with him but I can't. I would go for Uai before him and it is purely physical. I can see that clearly but it still isn't enough for me to go there.

Why is it such a force? Why do I even care how someone looks,?

I wrote yesterday I was interviewing today. No actually that is tomorrow or Monday. I am going to make fried noodles for my appetizer today.

Today is fast Sunday and again I didn't prepare like I wanted to do. I am grateful for all my interviews but it is more than time for me to be hired. I hate church only because I have to fend off the sweet ladies who are going to ask me how I'm doing and if I found a job yet. Love it and hate it at the same time. I am doing everything I can so now I have to exercise faith. I have to work as if everything depends on me then pray and have faith as though all depends on my father in heaven because it does. It always does and with him I have hope. I don't know why I lost it so badly last week. I was such a B. I don't feel like I am in the depths of despair like I did. There is no difference. My account is still negative and now I have 25 in cash left. I really hope I don't have to close my account but whatever happens I will deal with it. There are other banks out there even if I really like this one. I am so fortunate I can live at home with my mother. I am grateful for that. I feel like time is running out for me to get to know other people but I also know I am gorgeous and that goes a long way in this world whether it should or not.

I know my strengths and weaknesses and that allows me to work on or exploit these. I am so grateful for repentance so I can become better.

Last night I went to the Fiefia's graduation party along with their cousin Chase who graduated from Stanford. It was nicely done. Kaho was complaining because he graduated 3 years ago but it celebrated his older brother Sii who just completed a master degree in education and his younger brother Doug who I used to mentor. They are all amazing and it was a very nice Tongan party. The pictures are so cool they had taken of each of them wearing their academic robes together. They had a slide show and their family members shared a synopsis of their academic career.

They completely feel like my family and there is no way in hell I could have anything with any of them. Funny I really like their mother. That was unexpected but it is true. I got to know her better when her husband was in my Tongan YSA ward bishopric. I love them and I wish them all the best. I saw 2 of my very good friends - Lome and Kina - I mentored Kina's son Ila. She told me all my mentees are now married - namely Ila and Doug - I can't believe I've known them since they were 9 years old. Salome was my best friend when I moved to Utah years ago.

This morning at the temple I was working the new name issue booth when they suddenly had more sisters than they expected. They needed someone to work the 10am session about minutes before 10 so I agreed to do it. They only had 2 followers but I was the third they needed. I saw a bunch of Logan girls from my old ward in the session - Nikki, Jessica, Jonni, the Fridal twins Bonnie and Becky and Liz White. Jonni told me they stayed over last night somewhere. It was nice to see them although I was dead. I finished at 1:30 when I am usually done by 10:30 -11am.

There is a part time customer service position I am interviewing for tomorrow. I like it because it is part time and I don't mind stupid jobs just for money if they allow me to still interview for positions I really want. I don't like that it's in Lehi but we'll see. It pays $11 an hour and is 25 hours a week. My Zaniac interview is Tuesday in Sugarhouse. I am grateful for all of these interviews but I also remain frustrated.