Urban Poly Princess

I am at a loss. Three days and Merrick Bank decided to let me go become they don't think I'm going to stay there. They told Elwood I also wasn't catching on fast enough. They probably shouldn't have told me I catch on really fast or have to work to find me things to do. My mother thinks I'm not praying enough to know what the Lord wants me to do. I was so happy I would be able to pay my bills soon. Now who knows how long that'll be. I talked to Levi in front of his manager. That's the only thing that makes any sense. I don't get this at all. 

Whatever and whoever doesn't matter. Why the he'll am I going through this. If any thing can go wrong with me somehow it does. Am I supposed to lie about my qualifications? Is that what I need to do to even get a little money. Am I never going to pay my bills? I don't know how the hell they could tell me I didn't catch on fast enough. This is the second job I've been fired from in 3 months. I don't know why this is happening. I tried so hard to make this work. This morning I got up at 4am worked out took my shower got ready then walked to the frontrunner that took me to work. We are counseled to get as much education as we can. It hasn't helped me this last year that's for Damn sure. Now what? I don't know.