Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Sick of Trying

Interview 109: at least it feels that way. I am sick of Trying. Today the supervisor told me he doesn't think I'll stay if he hires me. I told him libraries are open until 9 pm and it shouldn't be a problem. There is a law librarian position at but and I remember when once I couldn't bring myself to apply there. Now I want to and now I will. I am such a crybaby. I need money now. I just don't get it. What do I have to do? Today this white girl complaining about people telling her to check her privilege. I didn't want to get in and argument with her because she spouted off about how her family had to struggle and overcome things. That isn't what privilege is at all. It is recognizing the  advantages you enjoy through no effort of your own. It is the barrier I face when anyone comes across my resume just because my name isn't Mary Smith and I definitely don't look like one.

My mother said she doesn't blame them if they don't hired me.

Damn auto correct.

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