Urban Poly Princess

I found myself falling into sarcasm last night. I hate that. I don't like how it makes me feel. I should've stayed at fhe last night. There were nice people there and no one who gets on my nerves was there which was VERY nice for a change-but that's my problem-So why did I leave? Cookies are always a good thing but the cookies were kind of gross. No that's not why I left either. I really don't know.
It's weird knowing what I do now because it puts everything else into perspective. There's so much I can do to make this better. I'm really trying. I guess it's pretty naive of me to think this would be easy. Anything worthwhile never has been for me. I think the best thing about my epiphany is that it's like a certified used car only Heavenly Father certified something to me so I know it warrants my serious attention. AND I think a certified NEW car is a better description. Anything with God's stamp of approval is good enough for me. I know there are many things I can't see and that given time I will come to know its true value.
I need to completely have my finances in order and become a fitness freak ASAP. I want those things to happen B4 anything I know becomes real.