Urban Poly Princess

Looove Sundays!!! I need to write 3 small papers asap and then 1 8-10 page paper to complete this last class. After that I have 2 months to complete my Thesis AND my MBA. I'm excited, I just need to start getting real. Helene invited me to go with her to Idaho to visit her parents and have dinner next Sunday. It's an hour and a half away which is just like driving to SLC and coming back the same night before work. It sounds like fun but REALLY I need to finish this degree so I can start the countdown with Stevens-Henager College. I owe them 2 years since I decided to get the MBA. That can be spent at any Stevens-Henager however or College America in Colorado, Idaho, or California. The Cache Valley County Library Director retires in 2 months. My friends keep telling me to apply for it but if I do that I'll have to pay Stevens-Henager College 27,000 for the MBA. I REALLY don't want to spend any more time here than I have to spend BUT it would B a fantastic career move. I think the director makes at least 50,000 but since it's a public position the salary should be public-I'm definitely looking into it. Being director for a couple of years will certainly qualify me for a manager job over one of the libraries in Salt Lake County Library System with a salary that starts at 64,000. Of course regular librarian jobs in California start at over 60,000. If my future holds what I think it does it might be wise for me to stay here BUT then again, although nothing's negative, NOTHING'S happening either. I don't like twiddling my thumbs which is what the hell it feels like. I'm not stupid and I don't want that sleep deprivation thing happening again BUT REALLY how long is this supposed to take? Polynesian relationships are too serious too fast and I didn't want that, and I've been avoiding that for a long time, but NOW those are looking better and better. David sang beautifully today during sacrament meeting. I'd love to hear a solo but I don't think that's happening anytime soon. I decided NOT to attend the basic skills Sunday school class because I don't like what I think are the shady motives behind asking me to attend in the first place AND I talk too much in that class. I'd like to go to gospel doctrine classes when I want and not HAVE to attend to make anyone feel better. THEY can go somewhere else if they don't like it. I'm probably seeing things that aren't there but whatever I don't care AND I'm going to do what I want unless an angel appears before me and tells me otherwise. There's an ugly throat thing STILL and my nose keeps running AND I'm not going to sleep at an appropriate time. Sooo that's not getting better. What do I do? YES I know how to figure that out. I just wish someone would tell me sometimes. I love figuring things out myself BUT sometimes I just don't want to think. I just want life to happen to me.