Urban Poly Princess

I was impressed!!! It had everything a BBQ should have. David did an amazing job. I REALLY need to learn how to grill right. That was EXACTLY how to throw a BBQ. That's the only thing that was missing-killer meat that makes you want to just eat that. BUT the meat was just as good as Helene's parents made. I wonder if I've been spoiled. I HAVE to learn how to BBQ Hawaiian style. Next week is a combined waffle night. That sounds delicious. I'm not sure what I'll take.
Today is the first day of the new module. That meant everyone turned in old books and checked out new books. This day was draining. I actually worked out this morning. STILL I had to walk the building to stay awake around 2:30pm-I drank 4 diet Dr. Pepper cans but it didn't make a difference. It is REALLY nice NOT to fight with David all the time-I need to B friendlier. Sometimes after working all day the last thing I want to do is be nice-I know I need to try.
The Biggest lesson I had to learn AGAIN is NOT to jump to conclusions or assume anything. This priesthood thing REALLY dragged out longer than it should have and left me annoyed and confused several times today. I know my assumptions aren't true all the time-BUT-I also know I tend to think I'm right all the time and for the most part I do think I'm right-stifling predicament I fall into. It was good for me to realize how silly it is to be offended over nothing and assume things that just aren't true.
David really does live around the block from Mindy. I'm not sure why I assumed he was taking extreme measures to avoid me awhile ago-BUT he did avoid me although not as badly as I thought-and he did treat me like a dog.
I REALLY need to let that go. I've never seen anyone flirt as much as David. I don't think he can go one night without flirting with several women. I truly can't stand being around people who want more from me than I want to give them. David just blows people off when he isn't interested and then pretends like he never did anything when he needs attention from someone he blew off before.
I know I need to make an effort and I know when I consider the big picture I want to be his friend. I know how great he is but the reason why I know that can't be shared on an online blog. Sometimes I want him in my life more than other days. This was NOT one of those days.