Urban Poly Princess

I fell asleep a little then got up to take out my contacts. NOW I feel like crap. REALLY???!!! Why do I have to be up still. Heavenly Father seems to like to do this to me. I feel horrible about tonight BUT I didn't want to make it better because that would require me to leave my comfort zone and it feels like I did that a whole lot in the beginning AND it went nowhere. I HATE this!!! I'm sorry and it won't happen again. Can I please go to sleep now???!!!
I commit to fast AND pray about this tomorrow evening. I can end it right before my ward temple night. I also commit to leave my comfort zone then. Wow! I feel better already. Sleep now!!!