Urban Poly Princess

That is how I'm feeling and that is why I'm too freaked out to drive to Draper to get my checkcard. At least it'll be convenient to pay for my insurance online. I didn't think I'd make the switch so soon. I need to find out for sure when I can get my checkcard.

Spencer was very charismatic at church. He is hilarious. When I feel better about myself I will get to know him better. He is spiritual, I can tell. It feels like everything I touch turns to hell. Why is this happening. What is so wrong about wanting a job. Can't I have anything? Why do I even try? Why do i bother questioning that? Men are that they might have joy. Where the hell is the joy? Again I haven't heard from Ben Maxwell from Sirsidynix. I've been in some phase of their rather long interview process since June.