Urban Poly Princess

Alright, maybe not. This morning I went to the IRS office to speak to someone in person since the IRS sent me 2 certified letters about how they're going to garnish my wages since I haven't paid my taxes. THAT IS HARD TO DO WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANY WAGES!!! They put my taxes on a non-collectible status. I read my old blog entry from when I first started my job in Logan. I loooved it AND that was before I was able to find an apartment in Logan.

Since my last experience of getting fired on my third day because of their manufactured reasons or because I made the mistake of simply catching up with my old friend Levi. I have paid my insurance and drive when I am able. Despite that I haven't been searching for a job like I should. I don't want to work anywhere that doesn't see my qualifications as a disadvantage. My temp agency and people have recommended I don't share what I've done in the past. REALLY???!!! Lie???!!! I hope my East Millcreek interview in Holladay goes as well as I am hoping it will proceed.

I like Suzanne and I worked for her a lot. She is a great manager. They were renovating the old library and they put her over the Smith Library. I think Sarah is there now. I can't wait to see the new library. It was so dated. The other library on the other side of Holladay needs a serious facelift too. The decor was stuck in the 70s.

I've been wasting a bunch of time watching DVDs from the library that include the HBO show Big Love. It features this guy who looks like Steve a whole lot. He is a Polygamist who lives in Salt Lake City. He could be Steve's brother the resemblance is huge. I just wanted a break from the whole applying desperately for a job, any job. I see the stupidity in that BUT I still need money to live. I can't help it if the jobs I want haven't hired me. I've done everything professionally to get hired. I don't get it and I still have to keep at it.

I didn't prepare for my last youth services interview. It is the 7th or 8th youth services interview I've had. I'd enjoy it but I'd much rather work in regular adult services and that is what East Millcreek is. Both are full-time and both pay the same amount.

George and Alisa came over to visit on Sunday evening. It was good. He made me feel better instead of worse. He told me how when he had the 2 biggest girls and he was anxiously job hunting. He found a job and bought a van he'd need to get to and from work. He was fired for reasons they were never clear with him about. He said it was so tough for him and that I am lucky it is just me and I can still live with my mother.

They came over because he said they felt impressed to  tell me and mom to start reading the Book of Mormon together. He said he could sense we weren't getting along. Sooo true. She is old and I shouldn't let her get to me as much as I do. I know she loves me very much. She knows how to press those buttons so well however. I do too. Not a great combination.

I'm only driving to interviews or church right now. No activities until I have a regular source of income. I still can't believe this is my experience.