Urban Poly Princess

I prayed several times about trading my shift but each time I haven't felt like I should do it but I have to drive with my shift and I'm only getting 360.00 for my 3 days of work. I thought I'd finally have enough to take care of my negative bank balance. At the very least I wanted enough to pay my real estate and broker fees so I at least can use the license I spent Christmas alone to study for and had to drive all the way back to Logan because I forgot an ID. My mother is back on her trip again of me not being where the Lord wants me to be or why else would I be in this living hell back to feeling sorry for myself. What are the chances I'd work with Levi and what are the chances we'd discuss all these things in front of his manager and then what are the chances this would offend him enough to speak to my manager. I haven't read my scripture s as much with my stupid schedule but really.