Urban Poly Princess

I'm sooo happy this is FINALLY done!!! NO library citations HOWEVER students repeatedly said the library was closed when they needed it/wanted it. NOOOT COOOL!!! I'm going to stick to that thing like glue now. I'm REALLY glad accreditation is FINALLY FINISHED. I CAN'T BELIEVE ALL DAY YESTERDAY I SAT ON PINS AND NEEDLES WAITING FOR HER VISIT. Then she doesn't do ANYTHING until TODAY!!! I was emailing my friend when she came to see me so I had to prolong that. My friend said to remember that acting like I was interested in him wasn't being a real friend. That made me livid SO I decided NOT to answer it BUT then I ended up answering it anyway. He explained himself better and his tone was extremely ticked off which was not good-what was good was telling me how I was making him feel. He told me he feels like I don't respect him or what he told me when I hit on him. That was NEVER my intention because I do respect him AND his feelings. I'm really glad he explained himself. I'm not a mind reader and I guess I am insensitive. I NEVER meant to be that way. I don't want to lose him as a friend but I'm thinking that's probably best. I can't say I just want to be his friend because that's not how I feel. However I don't want him to have to suffer for that just because I have feelings for him. I think a break is in order. It'll B good for both of us. Sooo bad day BUT I guess it's good. I still feel like I'm supposed to be his friend BUT I'm going to ignore that.