Urban Poly Princess

Sooo that line upon line precept upon precept thing is sooo true. Jonni's brother Josh ignored me in church but I just did the same. I didn't really think much about it because I was thinking about my blood drive and getting people to sign up. I DID complain about him several times to various people-BECAUSE, A WHOLE YEAR WITHOUT A VIST AND THE NEXT TIME I SEE U IS AT BECCA'S HOUSE WHERE I'M HELPING HER MOVE AND U COME OVER TO GIVE HER A BLESSING WITH THE ELDER'S QUORUM PRESIDENT I'VE COMPLAINED TO NUMEROUS TIMES???!!!. I love Jonni AND her family BUT I'm sure Jonni wouldn't have invited me if she knew I offended her brother AND I never would've gone if I knew I offended him. I think Josh told her this. I had to go out of my way to say hi to Josh and he said hi back but just barely. I told him he could count the dinner as a visit and he said NOTHING. Then he left the room quickly. I don't know why I didn't figure it out right there. I feel bad if I offended him but I DON'T regret complaining about him at all. I complained to Devin, Russ and David who is supposed to visit him but still hasn't seen him. The ONLY reason why I even care about making this better is Jonni who is AWESOME but I want her to be close to her brother and TAKE his side too whatever flimsy excuse he might have. My family is in Salt Lake City. I NEED a home teacher I can rely on NOT one who does things when he feels like it. David is the ONLY person I felt comfortable asking for help from when my car was impounded. I knew my home teacher would NOT answer his phone let alone help me with anything that required him to interrupt his schedule. I WILL NEVER CALL JARED AGAIN AND I DIDN'T WANT ANYONE TURNING INTO A JARED ON ME. I was a complete basket-case and I NEEDED someone to talk me down 2. It turned out alright but it was pure hell. I don't know what to do about this. I don't even really care about it. If I didn't love Jonni I could care less about Josh being offended. If anyone should be offended, it should be me.