Urban Poly Princess

It's nice to feel awake and not awful. I wish I could report that I woke up at 6am, did Zumba then followed that with a healthy breakfast I cooked myself before jumping in the shower and getting ready for work. NOOO that didn't happen. I DID wake up at 6am, laid there for 25 minutes before walking like a zombie into the shower after which I went to Maverick and bought a fountain Diet Dr. Pepper, went through the Carl's JR drivethrough for a couple of bacon, egg and cheese biscuits. AND now here I am at work waiting for the corporate lady to check my library out. This is the 2nd person corporate has sent to C if we're ready. I think it's several years of penalties if we don't pass which is why they R so worried about it. I'm ready. Bring it on!!! I'm going to also set up my laptop so I can finish and turn in the stuff I need to turn in. I am focused on finishing my program. MBA just land in my lap now!!! A LOT of writing but I looove that stuff!!!-I just wish it was done. I need to figure out the steps I need to take to declare bankruptcy-that sucks but I need to do it. FINALLY I'm going to call the current Director of the Cache Valley County Library in Providence, ask her about her hours and when exactly she plans on leaving. I am more than ready to make over 55,000 a year and adding that would let me do that AND I wouldn't have to take a crappy job I don't enjoy that'll pay probably just a little over 10 an hour to supplement my income. It'll mean staying in Cache Valley another 2 years but extra money will cushion that blow. Socially I don't have a clue what the hell I'm supposed to do-B4 I knew my friend AT ALL I nabbed him checking me out which is why I even bothered to get a closer look. I liked what I saw EXCEPT when he mentioned school I thought he was an undergraduate. I DID NOT like that. I DO know what I need to know now AND although I definitely know he's far from perfect-I can write volumes on that-BUT he could probably do the same sooo I won't-he is what I want AND he has more than his fair share of divine approval-that is good but it sucks too Bcause I can't argue or rationalize that away. I am completely gone now AND I would like to ignore this, argue it AND rationalize it away Bcause I HAAATE not Bing in control of this!!!