Urban Poly Princess

I looove the temple. Helene asked me Sunday if I had gone to the temple that week and NOOO I hadn't. MayB if I did I would've been all zen despite my week from hell. I talked to a bankruptcy attorney today. I thought I'd have to declare a chapter 7 BUT I don't plus I'll pay for my back taxes THE WHOLE REASON WHY I TOOK THE DAMN 401 k LOAN IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! Instead it went to pay my repair bills, impound lot, insurance. I need to pay $800 in attorney fees B4 the process begins. BUT it'll lump my bills with my taxes AND I will pay under 200 a month for 3 years AND it will ALL be paid off!!! This was a great day!!! I emailed my man... ok-I wish my man-ANYWAY I told him he was very clear but that I am still interested in him. I also told him I'd ignore him or stop if he wanted me to and that I'd take Bing his friend now BUT that it didn't change how I felt. I hope he can handle this. I told him he's been very clear but REALLY he hasn't been as crystal as he could B. He VERY clearly told me how he didn't feel BUT he didn't seem to want me to ignore him when I told him I couldn't handle Cing him and Katie 2gether ALL the damn time AND I still haaate it!!!-I don't want him to be mean to her either-BUT I'd be better with that than having to C them together at EVERY church meeting OR fhe. At least I can leave that. I know how to B a B and I'm NOT going to B the high school version of myself. Even some of my college moments aren't proud moments for me. I can make people feel bad about themselves BUT that doesn't accomplish anything except make me feel horrible. I have to admit it is fun initially. Actually it REALLY isn't. I can't Blieve I used to enjoy that-Even more than whoever the guy was at the time. VEEERY stupid. I feel my friend and I R STAGNANT and I just want something to happen-MayB that's what he wants. It's not what I want. BT as in Barbara Taylor one of the VPs just under the Owner and President of the school-sooo... my bosses' boss is a regional director over schools in idaho and northern Utah including Salt Lake City and Lehi BUT not Provo or St. George. Her name is Vicki Dewsnep-Her boss is BT who is over several Regional Directors. ANYWAY she visited the library today and I didn't know who she was. She asked me how she could check out a book. I told her I could help her check out a book. Then she said it would be good if there was a sign posted that said that. I said OOOOooooo Kay. Then she said and I quote, "I'm telling you, not just saying that." Sooo I immediately tried to make a pretty sign and ran to the dollar store for an 8 x 10 frame for my sign. Tomorrow's the big accreditation day followed by Friday-the last of the accreditation stuff. Sharla said Friday will probably be half a day. I am sooo alright with that.