Urban Poly Princess

I knew it was too good to be true. I met with Lynn Lemon which went very well. I know I impressed him but I also know he was very concerned with what Marsha Herron thought which probably isn't good for me since I don't think she likes me for the job. I hope he talks to the Logan library director Robert Shupe. I'm pretty sure I impressed him enough that he'll give me a good recommendation. I'm leaving it in the hands of my Father in Heaven although that doesn't mean I can't encourage Robert Shupe to talk to him and give him a good recommendation for me. On my way back to work I was pulled over. Since my registration AND insurance R bad, my car was impounded. I called my old insurance agent and he didn't call me back at all so I'm getting a new one here in Logan. That's the first thing I need to do then I need to get a temporary registration card before I go to the office to get a release letter I then get to take to the impound lot where I get to pay them more money before my car is released. When I survive that I get to see a bankruptcy attorney and get filed already. My work is already taking the garnishment from my check. Although my money doesn't hit my account before tomorrow at 9am, I can already see the amount and it is 300 less then it should be. The credit counseling payment was taken already. I should be receiving two credit counseling payments by now. That check along with my loan check should be here already!!! One thing's for sure, I NEED IT NOW!!! So I REALLY feel like crap-I am an emotional wreck BUT I know this is because I'm almost done my MBA, I almost have my damn finances in order FINALLY AND I may B starting a new part time job soon. There are lots of blessings in store for me but there are also lots of stumbling blocks. This is just business as usual so I don't know why I can't handle it better. I want some diet Dr. Pepper BUT I'm not walking to the damn store to get it and I don't want it bad enough to walk and get it. I would DRIVE and get it however if I could. I asked my friend to help me tomorrow if he can. I'm REALLY going to try to be alright with it if he can't. I know I need to be reasonable. I'm just not feeling reasonable at all right now.