Urban Poly Princess

I was looking for guidance in the temple yesterday. I keep getting the same direction. I'm scared to keep trying to confirm this. I don't want to get a different answer because I'm being Martin Harris. I don't want to have to keep asking about every little thing I do or don't with this but my answer there was to keep asking all the time and keep getting direction for ALL challenges or situations I confront. I went to Helene's Sunday school class today. I filled my blood donor sign-up sheet. I'm VERY happy about that. Brother Henry asked me if I sold Amway then he told me I'm the best person they've ever had in that calling. NICE!!!-Bishop made a remark about how men and women think differently and that Heavenly Father intended it to be that way. He said now was the time to learn to deal with that AND NOT after marriage. He said we need to learn to get along with and COMMUNICATE with each other-he said not to be doormats AND also not to just dismiss something either-we need to UNDERSTAND each other. My friend has been normal. I just feel stupid. I feel like anything I do will be interpreted as me using our friendship to fuel my interest AND that could be true so I just don't want to do anything. I wish I felt like I should get over this BECAUSE IT SUCKS!!! Jonni invited me to dinner at her parents' house. Her dad BBQed hamburgers and hotdogs that were very good. I love how her parents' house overlooks the dam. It's beautiful up there.