Urban Poly Princess

This lady Gilly??? or Jilly taught us tonight. I really like her. She is my favorite teacher. Andrea was awesome too. Water rights however was NOT my favorite and it went on seemingly FOREVER. I asked Adam why he didn't come to listen to my talk and he first said NOT in a million years BUT then he changed his tune later when I told him I tailored my talk to he and my other friend who didn't show up. He thanked me for the invite and said he had a family thing in Idaho with his sister who just purchased a home.

I NEVER expected to be learning about these rural areas and things like water rights. There's something called witch water divining???!!! Somehow people figure out where to dig for a diversion point or where to access water. At first it didn't sound right to me to call a diversion point where it seems to be the point of origin but it was much more helpful after I looked it up on Google. A world without Google now seems bleak. A diversion point is where people access a larger body of water.

I was thinking of how bishop treated me and my talk and I was annoyed today. I wish he'd get released. This is the first bishop I've ever felt this way about. Last year at tithing settlement he encouraged me to leave Logan. He IS NOT the spiritual leader I want. He can have the spirit sometimes BUT I don't respect him and I just feel like he had something to do with me not working in the temple when I wanted to do that but that is a little ridiculous. I feel like if it wasn't for him I'd be married now. BUT even if he was a factor, that's just a factor. Rich looks better, dresses better and is easier to relate to BUT he didn't have the fans my friend did who has EXACTLY the same racial background, Rich just looks more Asian. I like the way he looks more. He doesn't have the same spiritual qualities. I wish he did. I don't like the constant stream of admirers my friend had and I'm sure has primarily because he looks white. If he looked even a little Chinese that would eliminate the bulk of his fans.

Ryan in my ward is engaged. I'm so happy for him. Rachel is an RM and she is awesome. She and Ryan look great together. I've only seen them together about 2 weeks. My friend had this freaky competitive thing with him. He always found reasons to criticize him. I hope this eliminates that. I don't know what it was but I didn't like it when he did that. Ryan never criticized him. Maybe they had a bad moment although I can't think of what it might be. Ryan is a scriptorian and he is at every activity. He always attends the ward temple sessions, FHE and ALL activities. He does it because he knows it's what heavenly father would have him do. That was REALLY fast as in less than a month. Despite that I think they're great together. It makes me feel better. I am glad Ryan was blessed with someone to love that loves him AND is just as worthy and strives for perfection like he does too. It makes me feel like I can meet someone new and worthy and fall in love with them AND be happy. If it can happen for Ryan it can happen for me too!