My Random Blogging Therapy
I was over the initial shock of the appearance of the baptistry. It doesn't have the same sacred feeling the Hawaii temple has just because of how it's set up. I know the same incredible work is being done there. It just isn't as nice. I don't care what anyone says, IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE HOW NICE SOMETHING IS. The spirit can be felt best if something is clean, refined and beautiful. The Hawaii temple was such a contrast to the outside world. It is part of what makes it special.
At least there is constantly work to do when you are there. I love initiatories best BUT ANYTHING where I'm not just standing there just smiling and pointing or indicating where to go is fine. I'm so grateful I have the gospel in my life. It is everything to me. It provides me with all the answers I need now although I constantly want more direction in my life. I want to work in the temple forever but I don't know how conducive child-rearing is to that. As long as my husband and I trade off. It shouldn't be a problem.
I don't feel this need to be a temple president's wife or desire that although that would be great. I want what my patriarchal blessing promises me about my husband BUT I ALSO really want him to be a mission president at some point. I think financial independence is really key to that happening sooner rather than later. I am hoping my real estate thing goes as well as I already know it can. I don't want to have any kids in any foreign countries but I don't mind raising them in one or more. I'm very grateful for my varied upbringing. I'm not afraid of many things. Of course with God nothing is impossible and I can't wait to serve him in many different capacities.
I want the Lord to use my talents fully. I know that I can serve him better if I am perfected in all areas of my life. I need to work on my physical fitness. I love to eat and that's never going to change, I just need to maximize my time by eating well for the most part AND working out consistently. Life is sooo great. We have, I HAVE sooo many blessings. I live in the greatest country in the world and I have opportunities some people can only dream of.
I don't know why I have been so blessed but I am so grateful and it is my hope that I maximize these blessings!!!
Mosiah 16
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