Urban Poly Princess

Today just sucked because I partly wanted it to suck as in I AM SOOO SICK OF LOOKING FOR A JOB. I tried to call Bassett furniture TWICE to followup on that Design Consultant position so I can actually plan for my real estate venture. I am just going to work in real estate now. I am definitely NOT waiting for any more librarian positions to work out because I could be waiting forever. I know what I need to do. Find a part time job doing something, ANYTHING, work real estate like I planned and still manage to volunteer in public libraries until I can actually get a job there. Many successful businesses were started because people couldn't get hired.

I haven't been praying like I should. My resume is updated sufficiently. I need to rehearse all my answers to interview questions I could receive. I thought about applying for school librarian positions I don't want but I'm not going to do that again. I need to pray about a suitable part time job so I can work the real estate world like I want to do. The design consultant job is perfect AND I did call them twice without anyone even picking up the telephone.

My mother wanted me to apply for libraries in Hawaii. OH HELL NOOO!!! I didn't get this real estate license for nothing and I need to be strong about what I want to do. Perhaps I need to be willing to work a crappy part time job. I've been really choosy about that in my head. I have to spend my money wisely too. I am grateful to be receiving unemployment. I can continue to do that, apply for my mandatory jobs AND work in real estate for a gradual transition. I just haven't tried that yet.

I've been so frustrated and irritable today. I really am blessed to have a place to live that allows me to pay the few bills I have. I am not doing everything in my power if I'm not working the real estate angle. I have to save my money I do receive and pay all those fees.