Urban Poly Princess

I do feel energized today. It was a nice Zumba morning and thank goodness there's no sleepy feelings like yesterday. Yesterday I ate ramen noodles in the morning-those always zap my energy. They're just tasty-especially in the morning when I don't have time to grab breakfast. This morning I got 2 monster biscuits from Carl's Jr. using my coupon for $3. Monster biscuits just means they pile on the filling. I ordered two bacon/egg biscuits. It's the same biscuits only with extra egg and sausage patties. I am full but not sleepy. I think the excess protein was fine. More starch or carbs would've made me sleepy.

I'm going to download some salad recipes today. I think I'll become a salad master/monster.

I NEED the temple today. I'm NOT driving to Bountiful. Some other lucky person at the church gets to give me a ride. I'm deliberately AVOIDING men who'll have trouble maintaining the friend status. Maybe I'm too harsh with David. Maybe he is that clueless. He isn't an egomaniac AND he probably thinks this is how to be friends with everyone. From what I observed he didn't encourage Camila but she still took extreme measures to spend time with him. He did spend time with BOTH guys and girls at fhe AND he wasn't flirting with the world. His long-haired vet friend kept trying to draw me into conversation with her... NOOO-I'm not stupid and I'm NOT interested in Being friends with any of David's fans. She is pretty aggressive too. I haaate her voice. It is squeaky like a mouse. Jonny is my friend however and she was long before David appeared on the scene. She never says anything about David to me but I've known she was interested in him for awhile now. She is a great person who loves her father in heaven and his church. I'm glad I serve with her in visiting teaching. Katie is in my fhe group so I can't question her presence. I just don't like her because I feel she is to blame for David treating me like a dog right after we went to dinner and we JUST STARTED to get to know each other-of course David has a brain and is ultimately completely responsible for how he treats me anytime.

Yes I think I'm great BUT I know I need to get a grip. Not everyone is going to treat me like a princess all the time BUT I expect it. I think you unconsciously train people how to treat you. My new goal for myself is NOT to complain at our next fhe. I plan to be gracious with EVERYONE who attends EVEN if they are just there to hang out with David. I enjoy his company and jealousy probably clouds my judgment.