Urban Poly Princess

Last night our RS met at 9:45. Of course I tried to drive the "short" way to Erin's house and ended up wasting gas and driving in circles. YEAH NOT EFFECTIVE. Erin said she thinks PERHAPS we might we splitting our ward in a couple of weeks. I guess time will tell. She is sick of our ward and actually wants to attend her home ward. The bishop was a little strange to Roger and made it so he doesn't want anything to do with our ward. Bishop made a marriage joke with Lauresa and Matt at our bishop's fireside so now she doesn't want to attend another one.

There is one fireside I attended that I felt called to repentance but not in a bad way. It was when he and sister Johnson went on and on about expecting perfection in your prospective mate. Sister Johnson told the guys not to worry about money and if they just wanted to take some girl to Harmon's for an ice-cream cone that it was alright and the girls would understand and to just call. I told her if some guy wanted to just do that NOT to call me. REALLY you have to be 31 to be in my ward and whatever the hell you're doing if you can't afford to take me to dinner somewhere, don't bother. She told me with that attitude I'd never get married. I told her I was fine with that.

BUUUT I don't expect anyone to be perfect. ALTHOUGH I know this is a HUGE problem for me. YES, maybe I do. I would just rather be single than deal with many things. I think this ward and living in Logan has made me realize that I can and SHOULD deal with much more A lot of bishop's talk hit me hard that night and I could see application all over the place. I really did try. As much as I could.

I keep thinking I'll meet someone who is brilliant with a rock testimony who is also fun and treats me like a queen. Treats me like a queen is supposed to be the easy part. I NEVER thought I'd meet anyone who was intelligent and solid spiritually who could ALSO be an ASSHOLE. I know I can be a witch and even a Bitch at times so why was this so shocking? I miss him. Krista told me not to date anyone in our ward because we don't have any attractive men there. Sister Sonasi told me the same thing. She finishes her mission in December and she keeps wanting me to go to Tonga with her when she returns.

The Salt Lake City Midsingles wards sound great. I really can't wait to get out of here. UNTIL then however I am lucky enough to work in the temple AND work in real estate eventually. I am so blessed. I wish I was married and expecting my first child now BUUUT I do love my life otherwise even if I do live in Logan right now. Living here has been worth it. I have my MBA and I will have my Real Estate license before I move from here. If the Real Estate thing takes off I can always work in it full time from March 25, 2015 when I fulfill my obligation to Stevens-Henager College to September when I complete my temple time in the Logan temple.

Blessed, blessed, blessed!!! I don't deserve half of what my Father and Heaven keeps giving me.

2 Nephi 8
1 ^aHearken unto me, ye that follow after righteousness. Look unto the ^brock from whence ye are hewn, and to the hole of the pit from whence ye are digged.
11 Therefore, the ^aredeemed of the Lord shall ^breturn, and come with ^csinging unto Zion; and everlasting joy and holiness shall be upon their heads; and they shall obtain gladness and joy; sorrow and ^dmourning shall flee away.

Isaiah's words are beautiful. It's just like reading poetry. He uses vivid images to evoke strong feelings.