Urban Poly Princess

EMZ started with taking the huge layer of snow off my car. I was worried about the parking lot at the chapel but it wasn't a problem. I have my UTA interview tomorrow. I hope it goes well and that I get this job. It pays well and it's part time which is perfect for what I want to do in real estate.I wish I knew what the part time hours were exactly.

Lulu texted me she saw her X last night and now they're going out soon. She told me she's vale mo'oni. I told her she never knows and to have fun. I'm so sick of job-hunting and being Ms. Perky Positive when I feel anything but that.

I read Curtis' blog when only his job kept him from feeling like a total failure. I feel the total failure thing so acutely. I feel fine spiritually. I am doing what I should and I am trying to be open to guys in general in my ward. I know I have the best chance of meeting someone I can build a life with there so I concentrate my efforts there.

I know what I want and it is difficult for me not to try to get a school librarian job when I keep seeing them.