Urban Poly Princess

OR rather no to me. I wish I knew what I keep doing wrong and why I NEVER seem to get hired. Cue crying for free. I just want to do nothing and just kill me now. I have no desire to keep trying. I am sick of this. I don't want to keep trying and looking and applying. I wish I had the chance to do that. I was getting excited about FINALLY getting to work. What the hell is the deal?

Maybe I'm just stupid. I can't feel down and bad for long. It's alright. I don't know when or where but overall it's alright and I feel alright. So where the hell am I supposed to work? Where am I going to get a job and what do I do part time so I can do real estate since none of these other jobs are contacting me?