Urban Poly Princess

I did my tithing settlement which is good. The counselor Bro.Johns who I had my session with told me I'd have to contact Logan because they don't have all my tithing donations. I did my Domoina spotlight which was good and I was able to throw things together I hope the lady who is going to do my spotlight likes what I put in the bag. I stuck a bag of chocolate truffles in there along with earrings, a necklace, a hair clip, carmex and a small jar of lotion. I also put a card game I bought for some pixie gift last year at work and then the person I was supposed to give it to wasn't on the paper it was supposed to be on so I ended up with all these gifts I ended up giving to my nieces and nephews but I still had my new skipbo and uno card sets. Anything I gave her was in plastic so I hope she enjoys everything. I stuck it in my lunatic fringe bag which is where I cut my hair.

I didn't stay for choir rehearsal since Nata's farewell testimony will be given next week. I am still so excited for her. This is going to be so much fun. I can't think of anything that would make me happier.

Julie called me out of the blue to see how I was doing. I like her I think she's sweet, I always feel like she has some sort of ulterior motives when she talks to me however. I know she's a good person I don't know why I always get that. It's like she wants information about me but not because she's interested in knowing about my life, more like she wants information from me which is stupid. I just remember when she and Jonni came over to visit me and brought me flowers in Logan. Very sweet but so strange and NOOO I don't trust her for a second. I am supposed to take her shopping since she bought what I volunteered for our ward auction but I'm not bringing it up unless she does. She told me she wants to start attending her family ward. Strange, it's like she wanted me to tell her I was going to do the same O hell no!!! She told me she is going to stop dating some guy she's been seeing because she doesn't feel it's right. I encouraged her to attend our ward BUT I also told her to do whatever she feels comfortable doing.

I hope this is all in my head but I don't think so. I get the same feeling from Renee which is weird. I love seeing these girls from my old ward in Logan. I just remember when I told Renee I'd be in the ward and it seemed like she was trying to get me to attend another one. The same thing seems to be happening with Julie. REALLY ladies???!!! I don't need friends who really have ulterior shady motives. They are both nice women so I'm not sure why I'm feeling that but I am. Julie is genuinely nice and a good person. Alright, they both are. I wish I didn't have this feeling about both of them but I don't trust either.

They had a huge catered Mid Singles dinner and watching of the Christmas devotional tonight in Draper. I just didn't feel like getting ready to attend or drive there. I am going to use this month to work harder on my goals try to attend my ward activities, GET A JOB and let everything else fall in place where it does.