Urban Poly Princess

I read Curtis's post again because I can see similarities in more than a few things. I'm not ending a relationship, in fact, I wish I would meet someone who I could even be interested in. This morning was our EMZ party. I had fun. I looove Zumba and I am grateful to have it in my life. It seems silly to express that but it is true. I am grateful for all the instructors who selflessly give their time to us for FREE. It has changed how I eat, the attention I give my diet and it is sooo something I plan to get certified to do. I enjoy it so much and I am so grateful it exists. Maybe that's my mercy. I did too much crying and feeling sorry for myself today. I am so blessed. He is truly the gift. I know I need to have faith that I will be led by the spirit to what my Father in Heaven knows will develop and prepare me best. Sanctification is my goal and that is not something that is bought cheaply. I wonder how well a Midsingles Zumba class would be. I would like to look into developing that. I'd also like to teach at the county rec center near the U. I have so many things I want to do. I just wish I could do all of them although I know that's silly. I can pray more about receiving help to find a job that will help me fulfill what I should AND that will maintain my interest. I know that a lot of people would pray to find the job God wants them to do and while I also think that is important, I don't feel that is important for me. I know Heavenly Father helped me finish library school ALSO that he helped me get my real estate license. Right now since I'm not interested in anyone I'm going to work on eating clean and physical fitness. I can do that however AND manage a library OR work as the Assistant Development Manager for the state library. I can't believe I didn't get the job at LDS Business College. I nailed the interview. I can't think of ANY other job that one of the panel members tells me I'm adorable. I am so impressed by them. People are very lucky to work somewhere you have to actively try to qualify for and have the spirit with you. I need to continue to do all I can to have the spirit with me me. So many things demand my attention. It's difficult to choose just one.