Urban Poly Princess

So today I received an email from the church saying I didn't get the priesthood multi-media editor position. I ALSO received a letter from LDS Business College telling me I didn't get the adjunct instructor position either. I know this doesn't matter in the whole scheme of things but HELL I THOUGHT SINCE I'M MORE QUALIFIED THAN I'VE EEEVER BEEN THAT I'D AT LEAST HAVE A DAMN JOB BY NOW. I'm sitting here crying about something I can't control. I started a damn professional librarian organization in Logan. I got ANOTHER damn Master's degree and it just doesn't seem to matter. I don't even feel like applying anymore. I can't wait until my unemployment is finished then I don't have to apply for 4 stupid jobs a week anymore.